i feel like i have not blogged in a long time. maybe it is because i blog daily and it has not been the case for the past few days. let me recap on what has happened. i got my fourth bruise on thursday or friday. i hate getting hurt and not even knowing about it. yeah, that sounds stupid.

i went to the mall three times this week. tueday i went with connie because she wanted to eat there. she ended up being late for her class which was really funny to me. on our way to school we got stuck behind this old guy that would break at EVERY stop light even though it was green. connie was getting so mad and i was just laughing. then on wednesday i went with connie again to shop. on thursday briggitte and i went to the tgif at the mall. good grub.

i have to read a book for english. the story keeps me reading but the writing is horrible. but i like the story more than i mind the writing so i keep reading. and it is required.

i have my a&p lab practical test on tuesday so i should study. peace.

i got another bruise!! wtf.. it's tiny but still! where am i getting these injuries? it's a conspiracy against me. I SWEAR!

i was reading my lil sis's (sammy) profile and it said:
Did u ever have one of those days when someone comes up to u and asks “wuts wrong” and u say “I don’t feel good” and they say “wut hurts” n u make up some excuse and they say “hope u feel better” and when they walk away u whisper “my heart”?
aww, i know how she feels. well not at the momment but of course i have felt that way before. for anyone that feels that way, "hope you feel better." haha! just kidding. things will get better, for sure..

things have been so interesting this past twenty-four hours. it will get even better in the next six hours and it just might get GREAT after that. this is hilarious! me = =D.. but at other people's expense and they know that. but I LOVE THEM! =D =D =D

the elliptical is my new best friend. i was on it for twenty minutes and it gave me a good workout.
i realized that i get hurt a lot but i never know how.i have a cut on my arm and thumb but i don’t know how i got it. then i found two bruises, one on each arm, and i don’t know where they are from. and yesterday i found a laceration on my middle finger. i think i know where i got it from but i don’t know how i got it. iIt’s pretty weird.
there have been a lot of things that have happened in the two weeks that i have been at la sierra. none of them really pertain to be directly but the people around me seem to be having some type of drama of their own.
i finally found out what people’s names are! it’s awesome. now when they say hi to me i don’t have to respond “hey, there!” i feel bad when i do that. but today there was this girl in my class i did not realize she was in my class even though i talked to her and she started talking to me.i was like “what the..” and the i figured it out. i felt so bad. but she understood. i used to be really good at this but now I SUCK! eh..
i need to study for a&p. my a&p lab does something to jesus that makes him.. i don’t know. it’s just strange.

i just came back from running around the track. it felt so good to get some exercise. it's the beginning of week two. actually the first day has ended. but it has been a good start. briggitte and i went to sierra towers for the worship there. very good! it really was. sierra towers is a fun place. i should go to the guys dorm more often. there are some funny stuff there.. heehee. i really need to write the rough draft of my paper. aah, no sleep for me tonight. but i will take a nap during my five hour break tomorrow. acutally it's only four hours tomorrow since we have assembly. boo!!

someone called me "homegirl." WTF!?! i think that is funny. well i am at the library at the moment "studying." i acutally never intended to come here to study. i was planning on downloading stuff but i can't so now i am just here doing nothing. and i can't do math because briggitte has the book. in about thirty minutes i can start to do homework because by then she will be done with class and will give me the book.

i found out today that a rough draft for my essay is due tomorrow. i am not really that worried about it because it is a rough draft but that means that i have to spend a majority of the night working on it. but before i do that i must go to target, vons, and radio shack with briggitte. waah!

my five hour gap is getting easier and easier to fill. now it seems like i do not have enough of a break. and when i start working it will be even less. oh well. i get money. i should go tonight. we'll see. ok i'm done.. 15 more minutes!

i really like having a walk-in closest. why? because i can change and have privacy without having to go to the restroom. haha! it's so awesome. =D
i went download crazy this weekend.
"if this was high school or just homecoming we'll dance all night."

i have been really tired this weekend. it's hard to stay awake.
people have been getting mad at me for not IMing them. it's not that i don't like you (though in some instances that may be true) it's just that i don't IM people. i occassionally do but that is pretty rare. so if you need to talk then IM me because i ain't the one that's gonna do it. and if i need to talk to you then i will. so there. peace.

these are some of the pictures from last night. kevin and alpha.. GAG! haha. i love doing that to them in front of their faces. but it just makes them do it more so i am just hurting myself.
my first week has come and gone. it was a really fun week. there was no day that went uneventful.
i was in my a&p class today and we were talking about mono and poly saccharides. it reminded me of the song "the night will go as follows" by spill canvas because of the part where they go "consider this song a testament of my devotion to your sacharrine scent." then that reminded me of second semester of senior year and i got really sad. but i love my a&p class. our teacher is strange but funny. whenever someone sneezes in class while he is lecturing, he says "bless you" in the middle of his lecture but in a very subtle yet funny way. dr. joseph is a weird guy. he has this afro mullet thing going on, but he can teach! i love his class. whenever i leave that class, i always think there is someone out there but it is just an elephant's butt. there are two but elephants next to both entrances of the classroom. it's so weird.
it's so weird and awkward when someone knows you but you don't know them. like you have seen them before but you don't know their name. for me it's that chinese guy that looks korean and this one girl. but i really like college because you make so many friends. at least from my experience. people are nice at lsu. now we have to hang out and stuff. victoria gardens, baby! =D
briggitte, mamiko, connie, heidi, giselle, alan, and the chinese guy that looks korean and is friends went to eat at a korean restuarant. i missed jessica because she is the person that cooks the meat for me. haha! i still smell like kimchi and korean bbq. these clothes will be smelling like that for weeks. elay did warn us so i really can't be too mad at him. evey night except for tuesday night i have only been getting five hours of sleep. the transition is hard. but last night i got six hours of sleep but i felt so much more tired than any other day. strange. i am looking forward to next week. yay for college!

"you look nice today."
"i look like a tree!"
^ i do look like a tree. green and brown, duh!

so many people wore green or pink today. it was really funny. the early morning hours did not have many events. everyone was so tired today because we were all in the lobby until 1 am doing nothing but talking. it was cold in there too. after i finished all my classes i talked with connie and briggitte about our guys from sga. it was so sad. there were so many funny conversations today. briggitte and i have come to a conclusion that we listen to kelly clarkson's breakaway cd WAAAAAY too much. we listen to it about four times a day but we never get tired of it. it is the best chick cd because it is angry at boys and in some way empowers girls. i love it! so on our dry erase board i wrote "kelly clarkson rocks!" and there are broken hearts all around. we went to the bash but no one was really there yet. briggitte, connie, jazmin, and i decided to eat pho. PHO!! darren helped us out with that. there is a place called pho 99. we needed to help connie part her van because she doesn't know how to. i love connie! she has her moments. the food there was soooooo good!! we are going to go back there for sure. we got back to the party. connie's josh was playing guitar. she just sat there and stared at him. ALPHA GOT KEVIN A DOG FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!! he is so cute! kevin said he was going to name him doggy (or is it doggie?). the three of them are like a family. GAG!! =D once again we sat in the lobby but not until 1 am. my eyes are getting blurry due to lack of sleep so i will sleep now.

questions i got from rachel's blog-like site:

1) What stickers do you have on your car, if any?
i don't have a car.

2) What posters do you have in your room?
does white paint count as a poster?

3) What do you hear right now?
all in all by lifehouse

4) If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
water.. it's so hot in riverside!

5) Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my shoulders

6) If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave?
maybe.. just kidding. i don't hate anyone

7) What's your job position called?
full time student and soon to be part time cafe or ad worker

8) What size ring do you wear?
8

9) Do you own a picture phone?
yup.. i have 16 and 14 of them are of briggitte.. ROOMIE!

10) What's your bf/gf birthday?
i don't have a bf/gf

11) What was your elementary school's mascot?
eagles

12) What's your favorite bottled water?
i just like water in general

13) What's the next concert/show you're going to and when?
spill canvas/daphne loves derby on october 21 or 23 with ronan and/or michelle.. but it's not final yet.

14) What were you doing at 9 pm last night?
working out

15) What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
venti upside-down caramel machiato, easy on the ice. thank you very much! =D

16) Do you exercise as much as you should?
no

17) Did you attend your High School prom?
no but i went to banquets

18) Did you go to someone else's prom?
NO! stop asking prom questions

19) Would you give your bf/gf a second chance if they cheated on you?
HELL NO! =D


SOME STRANGE QUESTIONS:

Something purple within 5 feet of you:
there is no purple in my dorm at all

The sexiest item of clothing you own:
my ae undies.. wink

If the Matrix existed, would you want to know?
...?

How long can you hold your breath underwater?
a little more than a minute maybe

Favorite Pocky flavor:
STAWBERRY!! awww the good ole kid days..

Your nails were last painted:
sunday september 25

The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave:
those lychee jelly things.. well sean did it but i helped

Ever done the Electric Slide?
yes

How much Japanese do you know?:
very little

How do you feel about sparkly things?
oOooOo pretty!

Ever crashed a car?
nope

On purpose?
nope

Do you look good in yellow?:
no

Do you sing?:
sometimes

Ever sang in front of a crowd?:
yeah

Do you dance?
YUP!!! =D

Do you own any neon clothing?
no

Is your hair long enough to chew on?
yes

Least favorite color?:
neon green hahaa

Favorite kind of pizza?:
i dunno

Ever had Dippin' Dots?:
HECK YEAH!

Ever played an instrument?:
piano.. worst 10 years of my life!

How old were you when you got a cell phone?
15

How old were you when you got your license?
18

How old were you when you got your first car?
why do you have to rub it in that I DON'T HAVE A CAR?!!?

How many tickets do you have?
none

How long have you been driving?
legally? a month, im a late bloomer

How many parking tickets?
none

Do you own your own car?
OH GOSH! shut up already!

What kind of car is it?
GRRRR.....

How old were you when you had your first kiss?:
15

How old were you when you had your First ¡°official¡± date?
15

Do you want to get married?
yeah but if i dont then thats fine too

At what age do you want to get married?
27 or older

Have you ever been married?
no

At what age do you want to have kids?
29 or older

How many kids?
2 or 3

Do you believe in divorce?:
no

WELCOME BACK BASH, SEPTEMBER 29 6-10 PM..

i only had two classes today but they were five hours apart. but it was so windy here but hot. connie had another one of her "josh experiences." it was my fault but i still got a big kick out of it. i finally ran today. it was awesome! it felt good to get exercise. scott and his friend brent came today. according to jazmin, brent looks like godzilla because of his hair. they are so funny! good times. i'm tired. off to.. i don't know what i will do. peace.

oops! my theory went to hell. eh, what can you do.

i love connie's experiences in college. that are so cool!
GO SILK SOY MILK!
cocoa butter is a MUST. =D

for some reason today was a GREAT day!! if you look at all the facts my day should be horrible. i only got five hours of sleep that night so i was really tired, my nose got a little runny, it was a very very hot day, i had a three hour lab, and i forgot my math book so i could not do my work. but it was still so much fun! lab was interesting. i met new people and my cousin's ex is in that class.. kind of weird.

"my hot body is superficial and my soul is deep."
- jesus, in reference to body orientation and direction (a&p lab)
LAB IS AWESOME!! =D

college helps you figure out who you're friends really are. it's bittersweet because you learn the truth and.. you learn the truth. but it's time to move along and get on with life. that's just how it is, sadly.

it was a good first day of school. my morning classes went by fast but after that, the afternoon seemed to drag on forever. they make you feel so stupid in my math class. but it is my comic relief.
after dinner briggitte, jazmin, michelle, jed, and i went to the mall and target to get "school supplies." jed was supposed to come just to get a binder but he ended up not getting the binder but four pants and two cargo shorts.

"your over-the-shoulder boulder holder dropped." -jazmin referring to briggitte's bra

good times.

I LOVE DORMING!! =D

i miss my dorm already..
i went shopping with kristina and jeanne and there was this shirt at hollister that said "conserve water. shower with a friend," and they wanted me to get it. i kind of wanted to get it too but nah. and there is this shirt at abercrombie that i really want. it says "i see you've already met the twins." heehee, i'm special like that! =D

i was in loma linda and i was on my way to the store when there was this thing in the middle of the road. at first i thought it was a paper bag but when we got closer it was a dead dog or cat. and i looked at it straight in the eyes!! IT LOOKED AT ME, I SWEAR! it was so freaky. it's going to come back and haunt me. IT LOOKED AT ME!! aahh!!

this is my fourth attempt at writing this blog due to the constant interuptions. but the past week has kicked my ass! i had so many things to do and i did not get enough rest. the retreat was more fun than i expected. briggitte, connie, and i all had our eye candy. connie got to meet her's but in the most awkward and obvious way ever. we had a talent show on the last night and there was a girl who performed a song she wrote. she sang it and played the guitar. it was really good! she was probably the best one there. her song was really sad. it's called "different blue" by anjuli. "i'm sorry, i thought you knew that when i'm with you the sky is a differnt blue.. maybe someday we'll see eye to eye.. so hold on because i'm letting go." she has an amazing sound. tamayo jesus, ronan, and some of their friends sang as well. they were surprisingly good. like, REALLY good! then my eye candy performed. whee! haha! he sang a song that he wrote and played the guitar. and he even had a cute/funny little intro. i hate jed! he says his name is "nerdy." but it kind of is.. oh well, just eye candy. during one of our worships our pastor said something funny: the middle finger is the universal sign for "God loves you, but i don't. pastor sam is awesome! that night briggitte asked me if i wanted to go clubbing with her and amy. i was way too tired but i went to ontario mills with kristina and jeanne. i bought so much stuff: 3 hollister shirts, 1 anf shirt, 5 anf undies, 1 aero jeans, 1 aero shirt, and 1 aero jacket. not bad for $70. haha! i havent gone shopping in months so i am making up for it. it's school shopping!! i went to kris' room to watch "sin city." such a weird movie. i woke up early to buy books. $114 for anp! screw that! i'll buy it online! oh! i got my tennis racket! i'm so happy! i can finally play again! and yay! everyone put a picture on myspace of the black and white party! that's so cool! aww, good times. i will miss this summer. best summer ever! thanks guys, for everything! *MUAH* i'm tired.. i need rest but i probably won't sleep for another 2 hours. aww, i'm so smart. peace out.

i was reading the quotes from megan's blog and it reminded me of how into "snake" i was. you know, the cell phone game. i got pretty good at it and i played it a lot. but i was not as obsessed as other people. haha