Wednesday, October 09, 2002

quote: yes. i like boys.

wow mommy! i haven't been on this thing for a while. yay! i did it! i am so proud of myself. grr. i was scared out of my mind! life is so freakin hard! it sucks so much! i hate biology and english. grr! bad stuff. meng! i am going to fail the stupud english test! seriously! i don't know how to study for that stupid test. i mean, how do you? is there some secret thing that you have to do to get an A in that class? oh! but i got a pretty good grade for geometry. my grade went up! i am so happy! i hope that i can get it up to at least an A-. I do, then it will be soooooo cool! i need to work harder man! ok. i hate being lied to. it really sucks. it hurts even more when you get lied to by someone that you trust and care about and you think that they would never lie to you. it's hard! man! it still hurts when its just a small thing too. it can be a little thing but still, it hurts. so please, don't lie to me. i don't want to get hurt. TV is a bad thing. it's BBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDD! oh well. i still like it. hey! i am getting there! i am so happy right now! i mean i am happy with him! really. i am. omg. i am getting there. really. i can't wait until i get there. i think that they are there already. briggitte said that they were OR they think that they are. but that's still closer than where i am.