quote: i think we're going to break up soon.

I'M GETTING FISH! i think that i will name them boba and bubbles. yah. that sounds about right. ok. back to my day. it was crap! i went to the mall and my mom just pissed me off so bad! i hate going shopping with her. i saw the panda and koala shirts at american eagle but she wouldn't let me get it! that's so gay! they are like the coolest shirts ever! UGH! anyway. back to the real reason to why i am blogging. i think that chris and i are going to break up some time soon. i can't take it anymore! we fight so much and it's not just one thing. it is a collection of all these different things that have collected over time. i just can't take all this getting mad. but then again that part is my fault. i don't understand why he puts up with it. he says it's because he loves me and he cares and he doesn't know how he could live without me. but i think that we are better off seperated. i just want to give up! i'm so tired of feeling like my heart is being torn. if we broke up we would eventually get over each other even if it took a long time. i don't want to give up the best thing that happened to me. but now, it's just getting to be so horrible. we have drifted apart so much. and with summer coming we are going to drift apart even more. I HATE THIS!