"hey, it's cyclops from x-men."
i got my license. i did not really care until i realized i got it before gian. that is the only thing that is making me happy about it. whee. after i got home i went to megan's house to hang out with bryan and megan. we cooked pasta, actually megan cooked it, and baked cookies. but the cookies were overcooked and got really hard. it was so sad. but we went outside and had a cookie fight. megan threw one on my left boob. it hurt!! then we threw some cookies over her wall and into the street. we watched "the notebook" but stopped it at 8 so we could watch "so you think you can dance." megan got really into it. some of the people on that show are hilarious! after the show we went back to watching the movie. i love "the notebook." it is so sad. =( aww.. this was the last time support group will hang out until november, at least. =/
i have been wondering about friendships and the future a lot lately. how many of the friends you have now will be your friends in the next five years? i mean like they are actually in your daily life. only jenelyn and kristina are the only two people i know will be there in the next five years. that is really sad. i know that i am going to drift from people. it is bound to happen. but how many of those people can you drift from but when you see them again it is like you guys missed a day? how many friends can you still have those deep conversations with and be completely honest with without feeling like if you are honest then your friendship will not be the same? and then there are those people that you were really good friends with but something happened or you drifted but now you want to be friends but it seems like you can't since you are going to different colleges and you do not know how to even begin talking to them again. ok. i'm done. this is depressing me.
Friday, August 19, 2005
Thursday, August 18, 2005
"my humps, my humps, my humps, my humps, my lovely lady humps." blackeyedpeas
this weekend was soo much fun! after church jen and i went to the mall becaus she had to get khaing's present and buy something to wear for tonight. we ended up staying there longer than we should have. jen bought a lot of clothes but they were really cheap. i got three necklaces and a top. charlotte russe has really good sales! we went to to pick up laura at her church and headed to khaing's house. khaing was rushing because we had to get to the "restaurant." it took us forever to get there and the damn road rage drivers did not help at all. khaing said that we had to park in the hotel area and we would walk to the restaurant. after, khaing told us that we were not really eating at a restaurant and that her surpirse for us was that she bought a hotel room for the night. i found out on wednesday when steph told me. she did not khow she was supposed to keep it a secret. we got up to our hotel and looked around. it was so big and cool! they did not have a lock on the mini bar.. OoOoo.. we told everyone that was coming that the restaurant was in the hotel. but when they got there we took them to the room and SURPRISE! we wanted to go get some food so we went out for a while. it was so traffic so we went back to the hotel. while we were pulling into the vallet we saw rihanna! we were bound to see someone famous. we all got ready to go CLUBBIN! khaing was stressed out because there were parking issues and people were getting lost and coming late. we finally got to club dv8. there were not too many people when we got in. at first we all sat down in a booth but eventually khaing got us to dance. i did not like a lot of the music they played that night. after about an hour of dancing my butt started to hurt. we orderd some water from the waitress and all the girls were looking at her boobs. they were up and together! i want her boobs.. i was dancing with the girls and then ryan austin comes and starts dancing with me. then ryan cawin comes and starts dancing with me. all of a sudden this random guy starts dacning with me. i guess he thought that ryan and ryan were just some random guys too. i gave him a look and he left. it was so weird! i had another encounter with this other guy but i do not know how to explain it. but there was this other guy that was dancing with khaing and byron saved her from him. then he went around to erin but she went away. then he went to jen and she just yelled "NO! OH NO!" and ran away. it was so funny! i got molested by khaing. haha! we stayed until the club closed and went to denny's. there was drama about denny's or ihop and the girls that marvin and ryan met. on our way to denny's we were making a left turn and this stupid xterra almost rammed into us. we think he was drunk. joanna and steph met us there. i had such a headache beecause i did not eat for 14 hours. i was so hungry that i started acting crazy. but then we all acted like retards so it was not so bad. we got back to the hotel at around 3:35 am. khaing opened her presents. kris, chan, and santos got her this really but ball-like stuffed animal hamster. it was so cute! then we all just sat and talked and blah. marvin brought some tequilla and vodka and some people took shots. steph really wanted to see me do it. heehee.. i fell asleep around 7:30 am and woke up at 10 am. not much sleep. we all got ready to leave. after some people left, khaing came across some of her own drama. on the ride back to khaing's house jen, rach, and i listened to khaing get mad. it was scary and funny at the same time. we brought rachel to her house and we stayed there for a little while. jen, khaing, and rachel were all venting about all their boy problems. i felt kind of out of the loop because i had nothing to say. we decided to go on a starbucks run to talk about more boy issues but ended up eating at bj's. after everyone shared their issues they all started piling on all these questions for me to answer. i felt cornered. they asked me this one question but i kind of felt like i lied a little. we brought rachel home and i went home. i am so tired of dancing!!
this weekend was soo much fun! after church jen and i went to the mall becaus she had to get khaing's present and buy something to wear for tonight. we ended up staying there longer than we should have. jen bought a lot of clothes but they were really cheap. i got three necklaces and a top. charlotte russe has really good sales! we went to to pick up laura at her church and headed to khaing's house. khaing was rushing because we had to get to the "restaurant." it took us forever to get there and the damn road rage drivers did not help at all. khaing said that we had to park in the hotel area and we would walk to the restaurant. after, khaing told us that we were not really eating at a restaurant and that her surpirse for us was that she bought a hotel room for the night. i found out on wednesday when steph told me. she did not khow she was supposed to keep it a secret. we got up to our hotel and looked around. it was so big and cool! they did not have a lock on the mini bar.. OoOoo.. we told everyone that was coming that the restaurant was in the hotel. but when they got there we took them to the room and SURPRISE! we wanted to go get some food so we went out for a while. it was so traffic so we went back to the hotel. while we were pulling into the vallet we saw rihanna! we were bound to see someone famous. we all got ready to go CLUBBIN! khaing was stressed out because there were parking issues and people were getting lost and coming late. we finally got to club dv8. there were not too many people when we got in. at first we all sat down in a booth but eventually khaing got us to dance. i did not like a lot of the music they played that night. after about an hour of dancing my butt started to hurt. we orderd some water from the waitress and all the girls were looking at her boobs. they were up and together! i want her boobs.. i was dancing with the girls and then ryan austin comes and starts dancing with me. then ryan cawin comes and starts dancing with me. all of a sudden this random guy starts dacning with me. i guess he thought that ryan and ryan were just some random guys too. i gave him a look and he left. it was so weird! i had another encounter with this other guy but i do not know how to explain it. but there was this other guy that was dancing with khaing and byron saved her from him. then he went around to erin but she went away. then he went to jen and she just yelled "NO! OH NO!" and ran away. it was so funny! i got molested by khaing. haha! we stayed until the club closed and went to denny's. there was drama about denny's or ihop and the girls that marvin and ryan met. on our way to denny's we were making a left turn and this stupid xterra almost rammed into us. we think he was drunk. joanna and steph met us there. i had such a headache beecause i did not eat for 14 hours. i was so hungry that i started acting crazy. but then we all acted like retards so it was not so bad. we got back to the hotel at around 3:35 am. khaing opened her presents. kris, chan, and santos got her this really but ball-like stuffed animal hamster. it was so cute! then we all just sat and talked and blah. marvin brought some tequilla and vodka and some people took shots. steph really wanted to see me do it. heehee.. i fell asleep around 7:30 am and woke up at 10 am. not much sleep. we all got ready to leave. after some people left, khaing came across some of her own drama. on the ride back to khaing's house jen, rach, and i listened to khaing get mad. it was scary and funny at the same time. we brought rachel to her house and we stayed there for a little while. jen, khaing, and rachel were all venting about all their boy problems. i felt kind of out of the loop because i had nothing to say. we decided to go on a starbucks run to talk about more boy issues but ended up eating at bj's. after everyone shared their issues they all started piling on all these questions for me to answer. i felt cornered. they asked me this one question but i kind of felt like i lied a little. we brought rachel home and i went home. i am so tired of dancing!!
your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night. this idle hour just wont pass. ive never missed you this much, never thought i would. didnt think youd feel so far away.. i miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone. so go past the lights and all the excuses. you could have left "sincerely yours." dont you think it's obvious that i want to say more? cause anything too daring to say to you will be said in this letter, then burned away. so you never realize, im here. im thinking of your vague reply so i can understand why we put this at rest, why we forget to say that we were leaving, say that we were sorry. the past remains unspoken as this vacant night is dying.. this cold air brings such a distance to us such a painful distance. im still waiting for you to say you hate me now, so i dont have to hold on to this burning heart. this burning heart is getting old.
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