"hey, it's cyclops from x-men."

i got my license. i did not really care until i realized i got it before gian. that is the only thing that is making me happy about it. whee. after i got home i went to megan's house to hang out with bryan and megan. we cooked pasta, actually megan cooked it, and baked cookies. but the cookies were overcooked and got really hard. it was so sad. but we went outside and had a cookie fight. megan threw one on my left boob. it hurt!! then we threw some cookies over her wall and into the street. we watched "the notebook" but stopped it at 8 so we could watch "so you think you can dance." megan got really into it. some of the people on that show are hilarious! after the show we went back to watching the movie. i love "the notebook." it is so sad. =( aww.. this was the last time support group will hang out until november, at least. =/
i have been wondering about friendships and the future a lot lately. how many of the friends you have now will be your friends in the next five years? i mean like they are actually in your daily life. only jenelyn and kristina are the only two people i know will be there in the next five years. that is really sad. i know that i am going to drift from people. it is bound to happen. but how many of those people can you drift from but when you see them again it is like you guys missed a day? how many friends can you still have those deep conversations with and be completely honest with without feeling like if you are honest then your friendship will not be the same? and then there are those people that you were really good friends with but something happened or you drifted but now you want to be friends but it seems like you can't since you are going to different colleges and you do not know how to even begin talking to them again. ok. i'm done. this is depressing me.