it is our last night at northern... aww! i can't believe i actually blogged twice on this trip. how weird! there have been a lot of things going on in my mind. i have all these mixed emotions about things. like i want to talk to certain people but i have too much pride to start. i should get passed that but i do not want to deal with it. i have felt so many emotions on this trip. i have been sad, mad, happy, anxious, and sick to my stomach. we went up to twin peaks today and i was so sad. it is better when you have someone to share those kinds of experiences with. ugh...

ok. i am in the guys room and i am fuel to blog. fucking people piss me off! it's my own damn fault for everything.. wel l not everything. i have learned that nothing is ALL my fault.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

one more month of school left. that is one of the few things that gets me through the tough days because i know that i will never have to see them again or feel any of this shit again. i can move on with my life forever and never look back.

today was kind of fun though. i got to walkt around sf and be like a city girl. it was so fun!

WE SHOULD GO TO NEW YORK! it would be so fun! just walk around aimlessly and be stupid. we will be 20 so that means that we cannot drink yet and we won't be tempted to go into clubs. haha! we should! we REALLLY should! and we should watch a musical. two years...