I JUST CAN'T LOOK IT'S KILLING ME AND TAKING CONTROL!
damn it... this northern trip is really fun but there are just some parts that i cannot take. i really wish megan was here. she would know what to do to make me feel a little better. ugh! just one more month.

i was talking to people about long distance relationships and i do not think that they can work unless you have a solid foundation first. but you can't really establish that if you are away from each other. it is not the same to talk to someone on the phone and to talk to them in person. and if you want a long distance relationship to work you cannot just have it start off as one. spending time with that person is important and a foundation cannot be made in just a short amount of time. even if you are friends for a loooong time it does not matter. there is a BIG difference in being someone's friend and being in a relationship with them.

I HATE THIS! I HATE FEELING THIS WAY! SOMEBODY SAVE ME...