quote: complications arise when things seem so perfect.

aiya! so hard. today was the hardest day of my life. it was killing me not being able to talk to him. i mean i could, but it hurt to even lookt at him or even stand near him. my friends are my protection from things. after school was crap. it was not cool. i talked to him and told him what was on my mind. i told him that it was up to him now whether or not he wanted to continue this relationship. i was going to cry. i did. but i stopped while in the car. it was a good thing that i got to go out with jen, erin, and mark. thanks guys!