you know what kind of pisses me off, when someone has never heard a some before and then tried to sing along with it and they are just trying to guess the words. i am trying to enjoy the effin song but they are kind of ruining it for me. yeah. that pisses me off.
if there is anything going on i would really like to know. i do not like it when people try to hide it. it is eventually going to come out if there is something going on. but if there is and it is being hidden from me i will be even more pissed off than if you just told me. actually, if you just told me i would be better off. i am passed my bitter stage. i want them to be happy. but if they cannot respect me enough and just tell me if anything is going on, if there is anything, then fuck em! if you don't respect me then why should i give a fuck! DON'T EFFIN HIDE IT FROM ME! damn! and if there is something happening, then please have a little mercy on me and do not flaunt it around me. have some compassion for someone who has been hurt and is trying to move it. i think that is all the venting i have for today. =)

cRUise! wOOts! i can't wait! i am kind of scared about what megan has to tell me about what she did in the toilet. it is about her poop. i am scared. now i have to think about something to freak her out because i know that after she tells me i will not be able to sleep or eat. haha! i hope i have a lot of fun on the cruise! but the next day after we get back i have to go to erin's debut and do five dances. fudge! but we get to sleep in a hotel. wOOts! and the day after that... well, people that i talk to know what is going to happen. double wOOts for that! SO EXCITING! i know there is going to be a lot of drama during the cruise. but that is ok. i have my friends around me and they are the best! i <3 you guys! =)