i figured out who replaced me. at first i was not certain who it was. it was a group of people. but there is one person that totally replaced me. well not totally. but then again, we shall see. on a different topic... doesn’t it piss you off when people lie to your face? for example, someone says they want to be your friend but they do not do anything about it. if they do not want to be your friend they should just tell you instead of lying to your face. if it were me, i would rather have someone tell me the truth instead of thinking that we may have a friendship and just sit there waiting for it to happen. i am fine talking to someone. but when they have a problem talking to you, they should tell you why so you do not spend time wondering what will happen. that really makes me mad! and it is not like there are any feelings left! so what is the freaking problem! man! if i blogged earlier today i think i would be so much more worked up about this. but i am calm right now. ugh! i am so frustrated! yeah. i am replaced. things we used to do they now do. i just want to know if i am wasting my time.
ALKSJDFK;LALSAFLSJFLFJASLFJLK;JGKL;JGLK;JGLJFDAKJAKDFJLKSDJLKASJKLDAFJKLASJGKLAJAKSGHK;LFKJKL;SDJFK;LSAJFKLSJFDKL;SJFLKDSFJLKADSLKFA;DSLKJF;KLDSFJLKDSAJF;KLAJSGKLHFDG;LKDSJGK;LDHKLS;FGHKL;DSJFKLDSJFKLASDJLFADSJ;LKSDJAFKLSDAJFLKSDA;LKF;SLJDF;DLJSF;JLKASGHASD;LIHG;OIDGAH;SIDGHAFSI;GOAHDG;ILADGH;KFDSHG;IAHG;OIREIHG;OGJA;DSLKGKLHGF!

SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!