I am so unmotivated. Being at home and on vacation has made me very lazy. There are little things that I should be doing in order to make life a little bit more organized, but I keep putting them off. When I'm home, all I do is lounge around or go online. And that's when I found this: The Condom Wedding Gown.

According to my calculations, that dress should cost about $3100. It's quite an interesting dress, and apparently there are more of them. It's to commemorate World AIDS Day.

It's in China...
and are very colorful...
They even have hats...
I admit that this is very crass, but I am very bored. I can't wait until summer school. The one hour commute back and forth will probably kill me, but I think it's worth it. It's cheaper than dorming. As much as I complain when I'm in school about being in school, I do like it.

I can't believe I've been in nursing school for a whole school year. It went by so quickly. I took my Med-Surg final today. It didn't drain me like the Pharm final, but I felt so unsure after the test. I wasn't sure when grades would be up except for the vague time frame of "this afternoon." Usually, after I take a test, I can preoccupy myself with something and calm down. But for some reason I was so anxious and nervous for the five hours from finishing the test until I found out my grade. I tried napping but kept waking up thinking about the test. Now that I know my score, I can relax and start enjoying vacation. No more studying during the weekends and staying up studying for tests, at least not for another two weeks when I start summer school. Fun.

Have you ever felt like someone sucked the life out of you? I just took my pharmacology final, and I feel like it sucked out the life, my brain and my soul. This test was particularly difficult due to the fact that there were so many adverse effects, indications, and contraindications. Last night I took a three hour nap, studied, took a one hour nap, then study some more. Now that pharm is done, it's time to repeat the cycle all over again for the Med-Surg final tomorrow. Who knew that only having two finals could drain a person so much?