quote: excuses can probably get you out of a sticky situation.. but you can never make one big enough to escape life. - k. calaustro

i have not seen this much drama for the longest time in the word! to be blunt.. it's hilarious to me. sorry but it just is. people are arguing and bickering at each other for the smallest reasons. it's lack of communicatin, i tell you.. just basic LACK OF COMMUNICATION! byron thinks that we are neutral. boy, you have gots to be messin'! we are in this. we may not be the main people but we are. we are on the majority side. seriously. basically, it all boils down to two sides. majority side and minority side. it's majority vs. minority. the minority people are rhodalyn, remllyn, karla, and mayann.. and the majority is everyone else excpet ruth. i don't care if i tell people who they are. like they care! i may not be in it as much as some people but i am still a part of it. that meeting on wednesday was the best meeting i have ever been to in my life! ((i bet jayson had the best birthday of his life.)) i wish grace was there though. she would have spoke her mind. if she wasn't assistant director i bet there would be a little cussing too. people have to listen to what others have to say about their faults because what they say might help them out in the future. people have to have respect when others are speaking. when people are laughing and smiling and talking amongst themselves and have no respect for the person speaking, that pisses me off! and when someone actually confronts you about something that they think is wrong and you are doing, i think that you should listen or at least pretend to be even just a little bit of interest in what they say. and if you take the adivse they give you, it could help you out later on in life. i hate it when people point fingers! karla shouldn't say sh*t because so what if she was new. so what if we didn't come up to her. hey man! some of us tried but you were too busy trying to block them out to realize it. don't point fingers at people who aren't even at fault. look at stephen. he only knew jayson but he still tried to make an effort to make friends with us. karla made no effort at all. the only effort that she made was the effort to block us out of her life. and look at ruth. she knew no one! and she is shy and doesn't talk much. but still, she is cool with everyone! karla has no friggin reason to point fingers at us and say that we didn't try. and i think that they are BSing when the four girls say that they don't know what they did. they know exactly what they did! and if we did ask them to sit down with us, they wouldn't sit anyway! and why do we have to ask. they can sit down if they want to. we don't own the table. geez. look what this is doing to rebecca! torn. damn it! i think that they try way too hard to alienate themselves from the rest of the staff. people may do something and mean it one way but another person can take it as something different. when people try to correct you on something, give them props for having the balls to come up to you and say it and don't blow them off. it takes a big person to confront someone about something but it takes a bigger person to stand there and listen to what they have to say. rhodalyn holds her feelings in. she threw a fit in the bathroom. geez. i don't think it will ever change. they tried talking to each other and after five minutes, they were back with their old groups. jasmin and them know what they are saying. the 4 girls are BSing their butts off. this whole thing, the kids can see. i wouldn't mind if this thing went on while the school year was going on. but it's not. it is happening while summer day camp is going on. and i think the kids can feel the tension. especially the kids that have counselors from the two different sides. dude! and when you cry, don't go to where all the kids are.. they know what's happening. they aren't stupid. kids realize things. well next year summer day camp won't be having this problem anymore. this has been going on for years and this is the time where it all comes out. it's kind of gay though since it came out when we all need to work harder and together as a group. it is a critical time of the summer. i feel sorry for jenefel because she has to deal with this, the musical, and everything else. she cried during the meeting. it's hard for her. tension. but honestly, i could listen to them talk about it for hours. all the cussing and all the bickering and complaining about stupid stuff. *sigh* those are the fun times. i am starting to see fake people. i would have never thought how remllyn could be so fake. mayann and remllyn changed a lot over the year. people can be such hypocrites! don't give excuses for what you have done wrong. cough::karla::cough (refer above) don't get me wrong. i am a hypocrite too. i am not saying that i'm not.. i am! and you can't just think of quick fix solutions for things that have been happening for a very long time. and don't make the other person to look like the bad guy when you know that what you are doing is wrong. karla made a fool of herself when she told us not to baby matthew when she is doing the same thing herself. look at yourself before you try and correct others of their mistakes. sorry, but i think this whole thing is funny even though some of it pisses me off. i want that wednesday to happen once more but this time with grace in the meeting. many tears have been shed in the past few days. but i think that most of the tears are gone. at least that's what i think. peace out.