i was going down the escalator at puente hills mall today. i was looking that the koi pond that they had and the koi weren't movie. they were still. at first i thought they were fake and they just stuck them in there. but when we got down to take a closer look they were moving their tales and fins. we thought they might be sleeping but i have never seen a fish sleep, ever. i recorded it and took a picture. security came and told us that we could not take pictures. i asked him why they were not swimming. he said that the current is going against them so they think that they are swimming. it makes sense but khaing was saying that he might be bsing so that he won't like stupid or something. i don't know for sure but it was so weird. i have never seen fish stay in one place for a period longer than ten seconds.

i hate getting credit card offers. captil one and chase send me mail all the time but i just end up ripping all of them up. it's so sad.. think of all the tree!! =O

i have been really busy this week. i had my a&p lab practical which was kind of weird. i am not certain on what i got but eh. today i had my a&p lecture test. that was fun. no really, it was. i finished it in 15 minutes. they were right, he does get all his questions from the study guide.

this week was our spiritual emphasis week. john henderson was our speaker. puc is lucky because they get to hear him a lot. i really like the way he speaks. he presents his sermons in dialogue form which keeps the listeners interested. and he talks about real issues that we would be going through. i love it!

yesterday i was supposed to be in my dorm studying all night for my a&p test but i got dragged into going to the mall with amy and briggitte. after we got back i went to the eagle's nest to get some coffee so i can pull my late night cram session. i ended up staying there for about thirty minutes talking to mamu and kristen. when i got back to angwin i talked to jason from loma linda for about fifteen more minutes. so much for studying. at least today's test was easy.

my cousin came to visit. it was really weird because i was just talking to kristen about how i don't remember when the last time i saw him was. my cousins and i are planning to go to san francisco some time to visit my other cousin. i am not sure what college she is going to anymore. berkley? ucsf? or some other one? i don't know. but she is in san francisco and near the city, that's all i know.

i got two more bruises near both of my shoulders. but this time i know where i got them from, i think. i am 90% sure i know but for the sake of not feeling like an idiot i won't say how.

i really miss my old friends. everyone is so far away and busy. talking to them online or on the phone makes me miss them more. i miss you guys so much! =/

one year.

RIP ISAI MARTINEZ

i miss you.

have you ever wanted to tell someone something important but couldn't? not "i like you" or anything like that, but just something you think they need to know. and you can't tell them because you do not have that type of relationship with them. yeah, it sucks.

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! i got my fifth bruise. i saw it today while on the computer. ugh!!

sunday nights at angwin hall are the best. a bunch of the girls go to the diner and watch "desperate housewives" and grey's anatomy." we bond in weird ways but it is so much fun. it happens every sunday night, without fail. i love these girls!

i watched "in her shoes" today with kristina. i really enjoyed it. i recommend it to any girl. guys can see it too, if they want.

tomorrow is going to be my hell day. i need to finish my english paper, do a&p study guide, study for my a&p practical, work on my bible cd that take appoximately three hours, and do math. aah, don't you just love college?