i'm not mean. i'm just brutally honest.

when i drive i want to buy or make a shirt that says:
"i brake for pandas."

i found my new song:
half crazy by musiq

La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la lala la

Never thought that we would ever be more than friends
Now I'm all confused cause for you I have deeper feelings
We both thought it was cool to cross the line
And I was convinced it would be alright
Now things are strange, nothings the same
And really I just want my friend back

And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on

I'd hate walk away from you as if this never existed
Cause when we kissed the moment after I looked at you different
Lately I gotta watch what I say
Cause you take things personally nowadays
You used to laugh now you get mad
Damn I just want my friend back

And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on

oh oh oh oh oh yeah
What happened to the one I used to know
The one I used to laugh and joke with
The one I used to tell all my secrets
We used to chill and be down for whatever whenever together

And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on
we used to chill we used to hang
we used to do some many things together

here you go bryan! i blogged! it is short!

yay! miss saigon tomorrow! and then sleepover!

bryan hit on me! no! no! no! I am supposed to hit on HIM! this is not normal. ::shudder::

oh no! i am turning into one of those people that feel like they need to blog everyday! crap.

senior year is supposed to be fun. but i was thinking about it and i do not think it will be that fun for me. i mean the rest of the year will be good except for the major events where you ask people or people ask you to go with them. i do not know who to ask to sadies. and no one is going to ask me to the christmas banquet and jr/sr. man. i am depressed now. =/

it seems like i look at people's blogs just to see if they have anything interesting i can do on it, like quizzes or games. haha!

i feel like i have a lot to say. well, this weekend was pretty good. i had a lot of fun with my friends.

saturday. i did not go to church. i went to the cafe instead. oh well. we talked about daryl's party. it is coming up so soon! jonathan sy was there. i have a feeling he is going to be hanging around with us a lot. it is pretty strange for some of us because jonathan and teo had major differences before and now they are the best of friends.

after the cafe kristina and i went to my house to change. i did not know what to wear so vince and daryl had to wait for us for thirty minutes. vince thought that it was weird because kris and i were switched. i was wearing pink and she was wearing turquiose. nice.

we had to go to daryl's house so he could change. that was the first time i have been to his house. it is pretty nice. his room is a typical boy's room. i should have figured.

kris and i wanted to go shopping so we went to glendale galleria. did some shopping but decided to wait until later when we would go back. all of us were really hungry so we got animal style fries and in-n-out. yummy! i bought it for kris and me. but kris bought me a strawberry shortcake scone at starbucks. yay! i got a caramel frap.

then we walked to the exchange to watch "harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban." as we were walking daryl had his arm around my neck. then we started talking about "spots" and he starts moving down my back. it was so scary but at the same time funny. we bought our tickets and snuck in our food. the movie was scary! i liked it.

we walked back to american eagle and bought some stuff. i got two shirts and a polo. but i think i am going to return one of the shirts. we went to mark's house for the party.

i felt bad because we were supposed to be there at 1 pm to help set up and prepare but we got there at 7 pm. that is way passed filipino time! i had to be searched in order to get in. it was pretty weird. but i never had to get searched again.

at first the party was, well, crap. but then more people came and it got started! bryan, jessie, chris, and this girl were there for jina because she had someone's keys. briggitte, jina, steph, jo, and luong came. chris and i did not talk. not even eye contact. awkward. more people came. i hung out with kris most of the night. kristopher's mom made her famous salad. she makes the best salad ever! the dj had been playing for a while and i started getting into it. jen was crazy! her dancing makes me laugh so much! she grabbed kris and i so we danced. after that we only stopped to rest for a little bit then went back to dance. briggitte and them saw me dancing. it was funny. i got steph to dance. we did the robot.

byron stepped on my toe. at first i thought nothing of it. then i felt something wet on my slippers. i was bleeding. it was on the middle toe of my right foot. kris was freaking out more than me. and teo was getting so grossed out. it was not even that bad!

i danced more. there was this one time i was dancing with daryl. then this guy comes up behind me and dances. i did not even know him. he left and the other guy came. it was the weirdest thing ever! i tried to get jonathan to dance but he just would not. i danced with megan. it was pretty funny! masaki was dancing dirty with khaing. shame shame shame! the party ended at 12 am. i danced for three hours at the party. sheesh! i talked to people and said bye to everyeone. teo and erin took me home. i still think it is weird how they are a couple now. i do not know. i am just not used to it.

sunday. i had a recital today. i actually got a big trophy this year! yay! i am happy. but i still got 2nd place. brian is so good! geez!

jonathan's party was today. i feel bad that i could not got. i wanted to. we were going to play tic tac toe and badminton. i think i would have had fun. but it is not my fault i did not have a ride home. so jonathan cannot get mad at me. haha!

this weekend was so good! i find myself wanting to dance when i get a chance to. but i need to get into the music first.

i am going to see ms. saigon on thursday with kristina, her mom, and maybe jen. yay! i am so excited! i have been wanting to see that for so long! my family went when they were at new york and lea salonga was still in it. i would prefer seeing it if lea salonga and gian's uncler were in it but they are not. oh well. wow! i blogged a lot! nice. =)

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vacation sucks ass! i have not done anything so far. but then again it is only the first week of vacation. last night i stayed up until 3:30 am to clean. do not judge me! cleaning calms my nerves. haha! then i cleaned somemore today and i am going to clean more tonight because there are stuff everywhere. i need to get out of the house! but there is a party tomorrow so i will probably go to that. i might to go the party on sunday but most likely not. we will see. i have a freaking recital on sunday! i cannot wait until i do not have to take piano anymore. one more year...

i was cleaing my room today and i realized that in one year i will not be living here anymore. this is my last year to live at home because i will be going off to college. i may come home during vacations and stuff but that is not my full time home. it scared me a little. it scares me now. after my last year here i will be moving out for good and living in my own apartment or some other type of home. I AM SO EXCITED!

on a different note, my dad walked into my room and asked me when i was going to learn how to drive. then he tells me that i am going to learn this summer. my parents really want me to drive. it is because of my dad and our little situation. when i get my license i know that i am going to have to drive myself everywhere. but that is fine with me. =)

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