this is my fourth attempt at writing this blog due to the constant interuptions. but the past week has kicked my ass! i had so many things to do and i did not get enough rest. the retreat was more fun than i expected. briggitte, connie, and i all had our eye candy. connie got to meet her's but in the most awkward and obvious way ever. we had a talent show on the last night and there was a girl who performed a song she wrote. she sang it and played the guitar. it was really good! she was probably the best one there. her song was really sad. it's called "different blue" by anjuli. "i'm sorry, i thought you knew that when i'm with you the sky is a differnt blue.. maybe someday we'll see eye to eye.. so hold on because i'm letting go." she has an amazing sound. tamayo jesus, ronan, and some of their friends sang as well. they were surprisingly good. like, REALLY good! then my eye candy performed. whee! haha! he sang a song that he wrote and played the guitar. and he even had a cute/funny little intro. i hate jed! he says his name is "nerdy." but it kind of is.. oh well, just eye candy. during one of our worships our pastor said something funny: the middle finger is the universal sign for "God loves you, but i don't. pastor sam is awesome! that night briggitte asked me if i wanted to go clubbing with her and amy. i was way too tired but i went to ontario mills with kristina and jeanne. i bought so much stuff: 3 hollister shirts, 1 anf shirt, 5 anf undies, 1 aero jeans, 1 aero shirt, and 1 aero jacket. not bad for $70. haha! i havent gone shopping in months so i am making up for it. it's school shopping!! i went to kris' room to watch "sin city." such a weird movie. i woke up early to buy books. $114 for anp! screw that! i'll buy it online! oh! i got my tennis racket! i'm so happy! i can finally play again! and yay! everyone put a picture on myspace of the black and white party! that's so cool! aww, good times. i will miss this summer. best summer ever! thanks guys, for everything! *MUAH* i'm tired.. i need rest but i probably won't sleep for another 2 hours. aww, i'm so smart. peace out.