quote: it's happening as expected...

it's been a pretty boring week. i am going to school to register for school tomorrow. i hope i get the classes and the locker that i want. i finally made up my mind. i am going to TA for ms. pongvarin during 6th period instead of TAing for pastor chung during 7th period.. i think. this is so hard! i don't really know why. it just is for me. but i am pretty sure i am going to TA for ms. pongvarin. it just seems better. aah! junior year is going to be cool! but then again, other parts of junior year may not be as grand. it's happening. right now. it is starting. it has begun. more fights. more arguments. more disagreements. aaah.. great times. by the end of junior year we will be so different. we are going to drift. DRIFT I TELL YOU! it is going to be bitter. we won't talk a lot. the only times that we are going to talk are at lunch and maybe after school. and on the phone... but not every day. i know it's not going to be every day. there is just no way. but whatever. i must prepare myself for how things are going to be. but no amount of preperation will ever prepare me for what is going to happen. if it doesn't turn out this way, i will be very surprised. we aren't going to be as close as we are. i don't think we will be getting any closer. the fights are going to be horrible! i will cry. he will cry. we will both cry. we will never go out because i can't or he can't. but then again, that's how it is now. but i am fine with that. i don't really care much about going out. but i care a lot about talking. at most we will talk for two hours. but that's only on occasion. it's really sad. but i guess it had to happen some time. moving on... briggitte found this pretty place for junior senior! omg! i was going to cry when i saw it! it's so pretty! i am so excited to plan the banquet. it will be so cool! haha! we have an officers meeting on friday. great. at least i get to get out of the house for a few hours. it's better than staying at home. that's all for now.. bye.