quote: megan hates me... well she used to. wow! everyone hates everyone. what a lovely world.

DAMN YOU, SUPERFICIAL PEOPLE!

yo! what's up g dawg? erh? holy mother... i haven't blogged in a long time. eh. it's not like anyone reads this. except for danny. geez. people are bored... hahaha! it's so cold in my house. it is usually normal temp. hmm.... in-ter-es-ting. we are never going to go to SANTA MONICA. sorry. that was probably my bad. YAY! christmas banquet is going to be so cool! i am so happy! it will be fun! only four more days until the big day. dang. it sounds like i'm getting married.. "the big day..." but that won't be happening in another ten years or so. so it's ok. i finally got shoes to go with my dress. they are ok shoes, i guess. but they make me four to five inches taller. woow! at least i can be closer to chris' height than i am now. i mean the difference between us is ten to eleven inches. TEN TO ELEVEN FREAKING INCHES! that's almost oen whole foot! that's what i get for being short and going out with a tall korean boy. it's ok. by then end of this whole banquet thing, i will have spent about $120. that's not bad. i guess. shoes were more expensive than i wanted them to be. but it's ok. i can live with it. oh my freaking gosh! what happened to me today was weird. i was walking with my dad at santa anita mall. we were done buying my shoes and we were going to leave. this lady stops us and tells my dad that she was looking at me and thinks that i'm "so cute." ok...? then she starts talking to me about acting, commercials, modeling, and pictures. i was like, "what the...?" i tried making up excuses to get out of it but she would turn the tables on me. like for instance, i said that i was shy. (LIES!) and she said that they are doing this so they could get rid of my shyness. damn it. my dad said that it was up to me. i really didn't want to do it so i just turned her down. it was so weird. i find it funny. i am not into that modeling stuff. and besides, why do i have to do it? i already have people that care about me and love me just the way i am. sorry. but i am not superficial. i'm not like some people. geez. and when she was talking about all that stuff that she had to offer i was thinking, "you MUST be those fake people that try to rip people off by telling them that they are meant to be all that stuff because why would you pick ME out of all the people in the mall?" seroiusly. but eh, whatever. i bet she just picked random people and stopped them when they passed by. she even made me smile and turn my head to a certain angle. weirdo. ok. it was a funny experience though.