quote: stay what you are.

meng! parents piss me off! i hate living up to their stupid expectations and their stupid crap. lectures... lectures... and more lectures. aiya. whatever. i think that we did well today. but we only had one stupid mike and we weren't loud enough. GRRR! oh well. it's over now so we can't do anything about it. hindi bali. yay! filipino club outing! i am so happy. oh man! i have to take a flyer for it. crazy! i am going to have so much fun there! yeah! go FLIP SIDE! i really want to watch that movie. it seems really good and funny and all that other stuff that goes witha filipino movie. haha! man! i screwed up so much! i am so sorry! i shouldn't have even done what i did. it was so stupid! I AM SOOOO SUPER SORRY!!! i am the worst person ever. I LOVE YOU! crap! i still have to buy a banquet dress. i need to LOOK for one. geez. i am such a dork. i have one in mind but i know that i am not going to get it. freakin $129. crud! so much stupid money just for one WINDSOR dress. stupid windsor! they are so expensive. i am just going to go to the one on vally. seriously. it seems so much cheaper. well most places are cheaper than windsor. i don't understand why windsor is so expensive. it's just the brand. aiya! who cares about the stupid brand. MONEY! hello! are people that shallow? i'm not saying that if you buy a dress at windsor, then you are shallow. i have gotten a dress from there before. but i mean, people that but things for the brand. that's who is shallow. i mean seriously. expensive stuff isn't always the best. but sometimes i can be impulsive and go against what i am saying right now. but everyone is guilty of that. so eyah. ok. what do i have to spend for the banquet? dress, shoes, hair, boutonniere, and half of pictures. that's not too bad. it's still more than $100. but if it's $100 or less, i will be soo happy! you don't even understand. i am so low on cash. and i still have to think of where i am going to go for A.A.W. mother humper! chorale people don't have to go through this! aiya! but at least we have a choice of where we want to go. haha! suckers. but we are all suckers, so whatever. awww. *SUCKERS FOREVER*