quote: many things come as surprises.

HAPPY SIX MONTH ANNIVERSARY! awww. thanks for the cd and the flowers. you're so sweet. (thank you for delivering them to me jenelyn.) today was surprisingly very good. i smiled a lot! =) i think we are all better now. but i still think that he is still beating himself up about it. it's not all his fault. i am to blame also. i feel bad for him. he has been having a bad week. i wish i can do something to make it all better. but i don't think that i can. boo! you know, half a year sounds longer than six months. hmm. that is interesting. well that is just my opinion. i didn't expect flowers. surprise surprise! today was probably the best day of the week. but it didn't start off so great. i feel bad. i made him sad and all worried. but i hope that he realizes what i am trying to get through to him. i really want him to open up to me. i am his girlfriend. he should be able to. seriously. ok. new subject. that "data match" that SA is doing is really odd. i want to know who i will be matched best with but i don't want to pay. that is gay! and it would suck even more if i paid and i ended up with some weird guy. haha! erin... jack. funny stuff. i bet that i won't be matched up with chris. seriously. it just doesn't work that way. this whole thing is to introduce the whole banquet thing. i hope that chris doesn't assume that i am going to go with him. i mean i want to but he has to ask. he can't just automatically assume that i am going with him just because i am his girlfriend. maybe some would disagree. but i am not his "property." i would like to be asked if it is alright with you, thank you very much! i happen to feel very stongly on this opinion of mine. i would ask him if i was the person who was asking. i mean what if they didn't want to go? what if they wanted to be asked? then what, huh? the banquet is in a little more than a month. interesting. crap! i still have to buy a dress! if i am not going with anyone, i would still go... just as long as someone with no date went with me. i mean like one of my friends. like last year. yah megan! woohoo! it was soo fun! aiya! i am going to fail the biology test. serious. i have not studied. grr. aww! chris sounds so cute when he sings "come what may." it's so adorable! achibooboo! patrick doesn't believe in love when you're in high school. i do. i mean why not? i think that real live is when you can love someone for both their good and bad traits. you accept that they are human and make mistakes and aren't perfect and they have flaws. but you still love them. you forget about those bad things and focus on the good things. because in the end, all the good things outweigh all the bad things by so much.