quote: as long as my face is face to face with your face, i can face anything. =)

i am still worrying about it! oh crap! i have to make his stupid card! well i mean it's not stupid but i don't want to make it. but i will because i care. i wish that he would just stop being negative and be more open to me. i mean i start a conversation and he only says like one or two things about it. what's wrong? does he not want to open up to me? does he think that if he does that i will not like him anymore. it's going to be six months already. shouldn't we be able to talk to each other about anything? i mean i love him and all but if he isn't going to communicate with me then what's the point of this relationship. relationships are about communication. we can't just be holding hands and hugging and that's all. you know what i mean? i can kind of empathize with rachel. soory bud about what's happening to you. but if you aren't happy with someone then you should know what to do. follow your heart. how am i going to say it? i think that i am just going to say it straight out and then get into the "details." i am just going to let him sleep on it. yeah. that's what i will do. i think that it's best for me to do that. but i am still so confused. i want to know why he doesn't open up to me. he doesn't tell me anything. he tells me some things but ergh. i can't explain. i want him to know that i am here for him and i can listen to him. he listens to me. but now it's MY turn to listen. i WANT to. only if he would let me... i really don't mind. six months and nothing. well, not all. nothing=no communication. does he even need a girlfriend right now? it's like we both have no time for each other. last year we talked soo much. we talked for like two hours whenever he called me. but now we don't even talk for 15 minutes. it's so hard! having a relationship during sophomore year is a difficult task. but i'm not saying that it is not possible. i have survived one quarter and i have managed to keep my grades up pretty high. i don't know anymore. i want it to last but that's only if he wants it to.