quote: confusion sucks.

i failed both the biology and geometry tests! =( i'm sad. i was so stressed. i hate being stressed. grr. i was thinking about stuff. i don't know what is happening. i feel like they are not into it. it's weird. i don't want things to "split" or anything. i just want it to be somewhat like last year. i know it won't be because we have "all" changed. it's hard though. it gets me kind of depressed to think about it. it's scary too. what am i supposed to do? am i supposed to say something? but if i do then what do i say? see! this is crap! and school isn't helping either. i think "people" would rather not be around "me" as much. and friends. i don't know anymore. it's all a big blur. BLUR! i don't get to spend much time with "anyone." it sucks because i try to but when i do i am so maarte. grr. i hate that trait! why do i have to be so damn maarte! there is something wrong with me. i swear! maybe tomorrow will be a little bit better...