some things just make me mad.

today was alpha and kevin's anniversary so he came for the whole day. and for the whole day they had my laptop.. i missed my music. silence is overrated. i went to eat with connie. hotlanta chicken wings are soooo good!! *yum* before my math test i went to starbucks with kristina, monica, jan, jeanne, and mark and had a little incident. =/ then i watched the football game for a little bit then it got kind of boring. connie needed me to help her unfog her windshield. aah, connie. after a night full of weirdness, i went back to my room and vacuumed at 12:30 am. haha! i hope i did not disturb anyone. and people have midterms tomorrow. oops! i'm tired now but i probably won't sleep yet. peace.

dinner has come to be my favorite meal of the day at la sierra. tonight giselle and i got to the cafe at 5 pm. we ended up staying there until 7 pm just talking to people. it was so funny! the upper classmen are fun to talk to. they are so weird but that's what makes it fun. =D

my hell tuesday miraculously turned into something i could handle. i got back to the dorm at 3 am last night/this morning. i got six hours of sleep but all the activity from yesterday wore me out. i ditched bible at 8 am. it's not like i need to be there anyway and i am glad i don't have english this week. i went to the library (gasp) and studying like mad for my a&p practical. i found out that i can't handle being in the library for more than two hours. after math i rushed over to get dinner, ate really fast then studying for a&p for 45 minutes. i don't really like how they test us, with one minute stations then rotating 30 times. but it is the best way to do it. thirty seconds is not enough time. =/ but what i thought was a three hour lab turned out to be only an hour and a half. yay!! that made my day. i went to tuesday tunes to hear russy sing. WOW!! it was good! i'm officially a fan. haha! but i'm sad i only hear one song. going to the gym released a lot of my stress and now i feel more relaxed.

HALLOWEEN WAS SO MUCH FUN!!
heidi, giselle, briggitte, and i went to get food at taco bell so we could eat it during "laguna beach." after the show we had to decide on what to do. we decided to go trick or treating at laguna beach. haha! it was me, briggitte, heidi, giselle, vivian, sal, peter, and brian. we got ready. i borrowed jazmin's skateboard and went as a skater chick. =D it was getting late so we decided to trick or treat at riverwalk since it was closer, but peter was lagging it. we got to the houses at 10 pm and every house we went to said they had no more candy. i was sad so giselle gave me a candy she got from her RA. we couldn't decided whether we should go to UCR for a party or laguna, but ended up going to laguna. stupid tolls.. we ran around the beach for a couple hours. us girls were going camera crazy. after the beach we were going to go to palm springs for a party but us girls said it was too far. we went to denny's and had some interesting things happen. the guys just dropped us off at angwin because they were still going to go to morongo's. they're crazy! friends are =D

i can't believe some gave la sierra university $1,000,000. that's so much money!!

HOOTOROOT! today was really fun! connie was in my room and she said that she wanted to celebrate her birthday tonight since she was not going to see anyone tomorrow. right after, byron called and asked what i was doing tonight. we managed to convince him to come for connie. connie had to leave to do her art project so i finished uploaded my cds to my computer. connie came back and suggested we go to the mall for thirty minutes so she could buy a birthday outfit. while at the mall byron kept calling us because he was already at school. connie, being connie, was taking foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! we got back to school and met up with byron.. and then some =D. we watched the football game. we made fun of connie throughout the game. after it was over we decided to go eat. our first choice was tgif but the wait was too long so we ate at norm's. connie got free ice cream for her birthday but she only took one bite. i got back to the dorm and chilled with alex, jazmin, marc, david, heidi, and xyra. we were there for about an hour when i decided to head back over to my dorm. i talked to byron online and next time we are going to PARTY IT UP! fire sauce and hot sauce! haha.. eat, movies, morongos, club, and who knows what else. it's a plan. FOSHO!

what did i do today? i went to my seminar class. we had an auction, and the next time we meet we are doing a murder mystery game. that should be interesting. i hate walking to my math class! ambs hall is of the devil! i spent from 1 to 4 uploading my cds onto my computer. then after math i did it for another hour and a half. i got 30 done. then i went to the gym with xyra and michelle for an hour and a half and now i am blogging and will eventually upload more cds. i have 20 more to go. yay.

i just got back from the guys' dorm. i went there at 10 pm for worship which ended at 10:20 pm. but i just got back right now which is approximately 12 am. the guys are so weird, especially russy. "KUYA! IT'S MINE! KUYA!!" haha.. good times.

I MISSED BOTH SPILL CANVAS AND DAPHNE LOVES DERBY CONCERTS THIS WEEKEND!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD! but what can you do.. next time? hopefully.

apple: i don't drink a lot.

caitlyn threw a surpise party for sarah tonight. a bunch (or three) people drove down from up north just for the party. it was an ok party, but the fun part was seeing everyone again. i got to see the sga seniors like west, jon, kavin, and chris. those guys are hilarious! i also saw sheila, jo, byron, rachel (which i saw thursday anyway), caitlyn, sarah of course, and apple drove down from sb. there were other people there too but i see them everyday in lsu. haha! it was an interesting night. four girls were dancing up on tamayo. then joanna shouted "tamayo has a boner!" and ran away. aah, good times.

it was a very tiring day due to the fact that i slept at 3:30 am last night/this morning and had a 8 am class. but it was worth it..

yesterday was a good day. there was not much that happened during that day part, but the night life is where it's at! connie was really bored so we decided to go to the mall. we saw alpha and kevin sitting under a tree on our way out of the parking lot and asked them if they wanted to come along. but when we got to the mall they disappeared. oh well. i vowed not to spend any of the money in my bank until black friday (the day after thanksgiving). i have been to the mall three times and have not bought anything or had an urge to. but i want to go shopping with my mom so she can buy me something. loopholes are awesome!

after "malling it" for an hour, we went back to school. i called up xyra and asked her if she wanted to work out. i was planning on staying there for thirty minutes but we ended up staying there for over an hour. =D there was this one machine that works on your inner thigh. it was so hard for me and i was only doing 80 lb weights! i had a hard time walking today due to the fact that my inner thigh was sore. =/

michelle and i decided to watch "the grudge" since neither of us has watched it yet. anthony came to drop it off. i ended up staying out longer than i intended because a bunch of people came and we started talking. after room check michelle came down to my room and we started the movie. alpha came a little later. jazmin knocked on my door and when i answered it her hair was over her face and she started making the grudge sound. it was scary/funny. briggitte came in but ran out because she did not want to watch it at all. xyra came after the movie and michelle, xyra, and i talked about our first kiss and all the mushy stuff. gag!

then today i got my phone. i was not as excited as i thought i would be but once i started playing with it and seeing what it had on it, i was in love. yay! my phone is not all crapped up anymore.

taken from bryan's blog:

1. initials: JGFM
2. name someone with the same birthday as you: Jenefel
3. where was your first kiss? the lunch benches at sga
4. for or against same sex marriage? against, I guess
5. are you homophobic? Nope, my gay friends are funny
6. are you bisexual? No
7. do you believe in God? Yes
8. how many US states have you been to? Around 8
9. how many of the US states have you lived in? 2
10. have you ever lived outside the US? yes
11. name something you like physically about yourself: im not going to lie, my boobs
12. name something non physical you like about yourself: i can laugh at myself
13. What would you do if you stfu? whats Stfu?
14. what is your dream car? One that takes me from point A to point B
15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? europe
16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house: yes
17. how many concerts have you gone to? 2
18. do you download music? yeah
19. how many illegal things have you done? 2242093490234294892048204802420994 things
20. where would you want to go on a first date? Surprise me.. but with something nice. haha
21. Would you date the person who posted this before you? Bryan? Haha, that would be a kick for some people.. but no, as much as i love him, NO =D
22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Yea, kind of. haha
23. ever been kissed under fireworks? no
24. Do you like president Bush? no
25. have you ever bungee jumped? no
26. have you ever white-water rafted? nope
27. have you ever crashed a car? nope
28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? Not sure
29. have you met a real redneck? yes
30. are you interested in anyone right now? No.. damn it
31. what song are you listening to right now? Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson.. heidi wanted to listen to it right now? bebot by black eyed peas
32. what is your current favorite song? ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER, slideshow, bound to happen, such great heights
33. what was the last movie you watched? Ring two but im watching the grudge with michelle tonight.. whee!
34. Who was the last person that told you they loved you? My mommy =D
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? Gym.. for one freaking hour!
36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone else’s property? I don’t think so.. but how knows.
37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? yeah
38. TAKE A BREAK NEXT QUESTION

39. what’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face
40. what really turns you on? When they have a cute smile.. and I mean CUTE!
41. what do you usually order from Starbucks? Upside down caramel macchiato
44. say something totally random about you: my quadriceps hurt
45. do you have an i-pod? no
46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? No, but I look like regular people
47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv show? At times

48. do you have braces? no
49. are you comfortable with your height? Yes, short is awesome! Stupid epiphyseal line
51. when do you know its love? I don’t know
52. do you speak any other languages besides English? tagalog
53. what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out? I don’t drink anymore, but when I did I liked blended fruit drinks and the weak sauce Smirnoff
54. what magazines do you read? None, I read textbooks and notes
56. has anyone you were really close to passed away? yes
57. do you watch mtv? Yes, Monday nights at 7.. heehee
58. what’s something that really annoys you? Nails scratching a chalk board
59. what’s something you really like? pandas
60. do you like Michael Jackson? no
61. can you dance? Sometimes, haha
62. have you ever surfed? no
63. do you know how to pump gas? yeah
64. do you drive? yes
65. whats the latest you have ever stayed out? all night
66. have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? yes
67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no
68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do, and then done it? i think

"THIS IS FOR KEEPS" BY SPILL CANVAS WAS ON ONE TREE HILL TONIGHT!!
when i heard it, it sounded really familiar. i knew the words but i did not know the title. i suspected that it was by spill canvas but i did not want to speculate and get all excited. then at the end of the show where it shows some of the music they play it said "tonight's one tree hill had music from the spill canvas." then i started tripping out and called bryan. haha! a lot of people know who spill canvas is now. but they only know "all hail the heartbreaker." this is so exciting for me for some reason. but i know that once they get big i'm not going to be so happy. yeah, i know i'm not alone so don't judge me!! i hope that when they do get big they will start playing more accoustic songs.

the beginning of a&p class today was really interesting. dr. joseph was not there yet to we were mingling amongst ourselves. surge, abby, xyra, and i are all in pre-nursing and we had no idea where to go for assembly. we began talking about our majors and surge randomly said that he wanted to be a sexologist. i commented that i would want to take a class about that because it would really interesting. you learn something new everyday. that led to talking about positions, reading cosmo, and the kama sutra. some of the things surge and xyra were talking about i could not even picture. aah, i love it. and ironicly yesterday we were looking at skin diseases on the genitali and vagina. =O

i got my sixth? seventh? bruise yesterday. it rained and there were slippery spots on the ground. i was walking down the stairs from math. all of a sudden i slip and fall on my ass right on the stairs and i hit my knee somehow. now i have a bump and bruise on my right knee. waah!!!

taken from bryan's blog..

Two Names You Go By
1. Jennifer
2. Jen

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Philippines
2. some spanish country probably

Two Things That Scare You
1. torture
2. losing those i care about

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. cell phone
2. water

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. sweater
2. pants

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. The Spill Canvas
2. This Day and Age

Two of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
1. "all hail the heartbreaker" spill canvas (favorite song, always!!)
2. "slideshow" this day and age

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Honesty
2. Friendship

Two Truths
1. i miss my friends
2. i get really hormonal =D

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Smile
2. eyes

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. shopping
2. listening to music

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. shoes
2. thai food

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. europe
2. Philippines

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. travel the world
2. be a mother? Not sure yet..

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Chick/Guy
1. I shop a lot
2. i talk on the phone a lot

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. I cried during “lilo and stitch”
2. i dunno

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. I DON’T WANT TO GO TO LAB!!
2. I need to poop.

i was going down the escalator at puente hills mall today. i was looking that the koi pond that they had and the koi weren't movie. they were still. at first i thought they were fake and they just stuck them in there. but when we got down to take a closer look they were moving their tales and fins. we thought they might be sleeping but i have never seen a fish sleep, ever. i recorded it and took a picture. security came and told us that we could not take pictures. i asked him why they were not swimming. he said that the current is going against them so they think that they are swimming. it makes sense but khaing was saying that he might be bsing so that he won't like stupid or something. i don't know for sure but it was so weird. i have never seen fish stay in one place for a period longer than ten seconds.

i hate getting credit card offers. captil one and chase send me mail all the time but i just end up ripping all of them up. it's so sad.. think of all the tree!! =O

i have been really busy this week. i had my a&p lab practical which was kind of weird. i am not certain on what i got but eh. today i had my a&p lecture test. that was fun. no really, it was. i finished it in 15 minutes. they were right, he does get all his questions from the study guide.

this week was our spiritual emphasis week. john henderson was our speaker. puc is lucky because they get to hear him a lot. i really like the way he speaks. he presents his sermons in dialogue form which keeps the listeners interested. and he talks about real issues that we would be going through. i love it!

yesterday i was supposed to be in my dorm studying all night for my a&p test but i got dragged into going to the mall with amy and briggitte. after we got back i went to the eagle's nest to get some coffee so i can pull my late night cram session. i ended up staying there for about thirty minutes talking to mamu and kristen. when i got back to angwin i talked to jason from loma linda for about fifteen more minutes. so much for studying. at least today's test was easy.

my cousin came to visit. it was really weird because i was just talking to kristen about how i don't remember when the last time i saw him was. my cousins and i are planning to go to san francisco some time to visit my other cousin. i am not sure what college she is going to anymore. berkley? ucsf? or some other one? i don't know. but she is in san francisco and near the city, that's all i know.

i got two more bruises near both of my shoulders. but this time i know where i got them from, i think. i am 90% sure i know but for the sake of not feeling like an idiot i won't say how.

i really miss my old friends. everyone is so far away and busy. talking to them online or on the phone makes me miss them more. i miss you guys so much! =/

one year.

RIP ISAI MARTINEZ

i miss you.