it was a very tiring day due to the fact that i slept at 3:30 am last night/this morning and had a 8 am class. but it was worth it..

yesterday was a good day. there was not much that happened during that day part, but the night life is where it's at! connie was really bored so we decided to go to the mall. we saw alpha and kevin sitting under a tree on our way out of the parking lot and asked them if they wanted to come along. but when we got to the mall they disappeared. oh well. i vowed not to spend any of the money in my bank until black friday (the day after thanksgiving). i have been to the mall three times and have not bought anything or had an urge to. but i want to go shopping with my mom so she can buy me something. loopholes are awesome!

after "malling it" for an hour, we went back to school. i called up xyra and asked her if she wanted to work out. i was planning on staying there for thirty minutes but we ended up staying there for over an hour. =D there was this one machine that works on your inner thigh. it was so hard for me and i was only doing 80 lb weights! i had a hard time walking today due to the fact that my inner thigh was sore. =/

michelle and i decided to watch "the grudge" since neither of us has watched it yet. anthony came to drop it off. i ended up staying out longer than i intended because a bunch of people came and we started talking. after room check michelle came down to my room and we started the movie. alpha came a little later. jazmin knocked on my door and when i answered it her hair was over her face and she started making the grudge sound. it was scary/funny. briggitte came in but ran out because she did not want to watch it at all. xyra came after the movie and michelle, xyra, and i talked about our first kiss and all the mushy stuff. gag!

then today i got my phone. i was not as excited as i thought i would be but once i started playing with it and seeing what it had on it, i was in love. yay! my phone is not all crapped up anymore.

taken from bryan's blog:

1. initials: JGFM
2. name someone with the same birthday as you: Jenefel
3. where was your first kiss? the lunch benches at sga
4. for or against same sex marriage? against, I guess
5. are you homophobic? Nope, my gay friends are funny
6. are you bisexual? No
7. do you believe in God? Yes
8. how many US states have you been to? Around 8
9. how many of the US states have you lived in? 2
10. have you ever lived outside the US? yes
11. name something you like physically about yourself: im not going to lie, my boobs
12. name something non physical you like about yourself: i can laugh at myself
13. What would you do if you stfu? whats Stfu?
14. what is your dream car? One that takes me from point A to point B
15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? europe
16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house: yes
17. how many concerts have you gone to? 2
18. do you download music? yeah
19. how many illegal things have you done? 2242093490234294892048204802420994 things
20. where would you want to go on a first date? Surprise me.. but with something nice. haha
21. Would you date the person who posted this before you? Bryan? Haha, that would be a kick for some people.. but no, as much as i love him, NO =D
22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Yea, kind of. haha
23. ever been kissed under fireworks? no
24. Do you like president Bush? no
25. have you ever bungee jumped? no
26. have you ever white-water rafted? nope
27. have you ever crashed a car? nope
28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? Not sure
29. have you met a real redneck? yes
30. are you interested in anyone right now? No.. damn it
31. what song are you listening to right now? Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson.. heidi wanted to listen to it right now? bebot by black eyed peas
32. what is your current favorite song? ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER, slideshow, bound to happen, such great heights
33. what was the last movie you watched? Ring two but im watching the grudge with michelle tonight.. whee!
34. Who was the last person that told you they loved you? My mommy =D
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? Gym.. for one freaking hour!
36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone else’s property? I don’t think so.. but how knows.
37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? yeah
38. TAKE A BREAK NEXT QUESTION

39. what’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face
40. what really turns you on? When they have a cute smile.. and I mean CUTE!
41. what do you usually order from Starbucks? Upside down caramel macchiato
44. say something totally random about you: my quadriceps hurt
45. do you have an i-pod? no
46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? No, but I look like regular people
47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv show? At times

48. do you have braces? no
49. are you comfortable with your height? Yes, short is awesome! Stupid epiphyseal line
51. when do you know its love? I don’t know
52. do you speak any other languages besides English? tagalog
53. what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out? I don’t drink anymore, but when I did I liked blended fruit drinks and the weak sauce Smirnoff
54. what magazines do you read? None, I read textbooks and notes
56. has anyone you were really close to passed away? yes
57. do you watch mtv? Yes, Monday nights at 7.. heehee
58. what’s something that really annoys you? Nails scratching a chalk board
59. what’s something you really like? pandas
60. do you like Michael Jackson? no
61. can you dance? Sometimes, haha
62. have you ever surfed? no
63. do you know how to pump gas? yeah
64. do you drive? yes
65. whats the latest you have ever stayed out? all night
66. have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? yes
67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no
68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do, and then done it? i think

"THIS IS FOR KEEPS" BY SPILL CANVAS WAS ON ONE TREE HILL TONIGHT!!
when i heard it, it sounded really familiar. i knew the words but i did not know the title. i suspected that it was by spill canvas but i did not want to speculate and get all excited. then at the end of the show where it shows some of the music they play it said "tonight's one tree hill had music from the spill canvas." then i started tripping out and called bryan. haha! a lot of people know who spill canvas is now. but they only know "all hail the heartbreaker." this is so exciting for me for some reason. but i know that once they get big i'm not going to be so happy. yeah, i know i'm not alone so don't judge me!! i hope that when they do get big they will start playing more accoustic songs.

the beginning of a&p class today was really interesting. dr. joseph was not there yet to we were mingling amongst ourselves. surge, abby, xyra, and i are all in pre-nursing and we had no idea where to go for assembly. we began talking about our majors and surge randomly said that he wanted to be a sexologist. i commented that i would want to take a class about that because it would really interesting. you learn something new everyday. that led to talking about positions, reading cosmo, and the kama sutra. some of the things surge and xyra were talking about i could not even picture. aah, i love it. and ironicly yesterday we were looking at skin diseases on the genitali and vagina. =O

i got my sixth? seventh? bruise yesterday. it rained and there were slippery spots on the ground. i was walking down the stairs from math. all of a sudden i slip and fall on my ass right on the stairs and i hit my knee somehow. now i have a bump and bruise on my right knee. waah!!!

taken from bryan's blog..

Two Names You Go By
1. Jennifer
2. Jen

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Philippines
2. some spanish country probably

Two Things That Scare You
1. torture
2. losing those i care about

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. cell phone
2. water

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. sweater
2. pants

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. The Spill Canvas
2. This Day and Age

Two of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
1. "all hail the heartbreaker" spill canvas (favorite song, always!!)
2. "slideshow" this day and age

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Honesty
2. Friendship

Two Truths
1. i miss my friends
2. i get really hormonal =D

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Smile
2. eyes

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. shopping
2. listening to music

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. shoes
2. thai food

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. europe
2. Philippines

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. travel the world
2. be a mother? Not sure yet..

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Chick/Guy
1. I shop a lot
2. i talk on the phone a lot

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. I cried during “lilo and stitch”
2. i dunno

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. I DON’T WANT TO GO TO LAB!!
2. I need to poop.

i was going down the escalator at puente hills mall today. i was looking that the koi pond that they had and the koi weren't movie. they were still. at first i thought they were fake and they just stuck them in there. but when we got down to take a closer look they were moving their tales and fins. we thought they might be sleeping but i have never seen a fish sleep, ever. i recorded it and took a picture. security came and told us that we could not take pictures. i asked him why they were not swimming. he said that the current is going against them so they think that they are swimming. it makes sense but khaing was saying that he might be bsing so that he won't like stupid or something. i don't know for sure but it was so weird. i have never seen fish stay in one place for a period longer than ten seconds.

i hate getting credit card offers. captil one and chase send me mail all the time but i just end up ripping all of them up. it's so sad.. think of all the tree!! =O

i have been really busy this week. i had my a&p lab practical which was kind of weird. i am not certain on what i got but eh. today i had my a&p lecture test. that was fun. no really, it was. i finished it in 15 minutes. they were right, he does get all his questions from the study guide.

this week was our spiritual emphasis week. john henderson was our speaker. puc is lucky because they get to hear him a lot. i really like the way he speaks. he presents his sermons in dialogue form which keeps the listeners interested. and he talks about real issues that we would be going through. i love it!

yesterday i was supposed to be in my dorm studying all night for my a&p test but i got dragged into going to the mall with amy and briggitte. after we got back i went to the eagle's nest to get some coffee so i can pull my late night cram session. i ended up staying there for about thirty minutes talking to mamu and kristen. when i got back to angwin i talked to jason from loma linda for about fifteen more minutes. so much for studying. at least today's test was easy.

my cousin came to visit. it was really weird because i was just talking to kristen about how i don't remember when the last time i saw him was. my cousins and i are planning to go to san francisco some time to visit my other cousin. i am not sure what college she is going to anymore. berkley? ucsf? or some other one? i don't know. but she is in san francisco and near the city, that's all i know.

i got two more bruises near both of my shoulders. but this time i know where i got them from, i think. i am 90% sure i know but for the sake of not feeling like an idiot i won't say how.

i really miss my old friends. everyone is so far away and busy. talking to them online or on the phone makes me miss them more. i miss you guys so much! =/

one year.

RIP ISAI MARTINEZ

i miss you.

have you ever wanted to tell someone something important but couldn't? not "i like you" or anything like that, but just something you think they need to know. and you can't tell them because you do not have that type of relationship with them. yeah, it sucks.

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! i got my fifth bruise. i saw it today while on the computer. ugh!!

sunday nights at angwin hall are the best. a bunch of the girls go to the diner and watch "desperate housewives" and grey's anatomy." we bond in weird ways but it is so much fun. it happens every sunday night, without fail. i love these girls!

i watched "in her shoes" today with kristina. i really enjoyed it. i recommend it to any girl. guys can see it too, if they want.

tomorrow is going to be my hell day. i need to finish my english paper, do a&p study guide, study for my a&p practical, work on my bible cd that take appoximately three hours, and do math. aah, don't you just love college?

i feel like i have not blogged in a long time. maybe it is because i blog daily and it has not been the case for the past few days. let me recap on what has happened. i got my fourth bruise on thursday or friday. i hate getting hurt and not even knowing about it. yeah, that sounds stupid.

i went to the mall three times this week. tueday i went with connie because she wanted to eat there. she ended up being late for her class which was really funny to me. on our way to school we got stuck behind this old guy that would break at EVERY stop light even though it was green. connie was getting so mad and i was just laughing. then on wednesday i went with connie again to shop. on thursday briggitte and i went to the tgif at the mall. good grub.

i have to read a book for english. the story keeps me reading but the writing is horrible. but i like the story more than i mind the writing so i keep reading. and it is required.

i have my a&p lab practical test on tuesday so i should study. peace.

i got another bruise!! wtf.. it's tiny but still! where am i getting these injuries? it's a conspiracy against me. I SWEAR!

i was reading my lil sis's (sammy) profile and it said:
Did u ever have one of those days when someone comes up to u and asks “wuts wrong” and u say “I don’t feel good” and they say “wut hurts” n u make up some excuse and they say “hope u feel better” and when they walk away u whisper “my heart”?
aww, i know how she feels. well not at the momment but of course i have felt that way before. for anyone that feels that way, "hope you feel better." haha! just kidding. things will get better, for sure..

things have been so interesting this past twenty-four hours. it will get even better in the next six hours and it just might get GREAT after that. this is hilarious! me = =D.. but at other people's expense and they know that. but I LOVE THEM! =D =D =D

the elliptical is my new best friend. i was on it for twenty minutes and it gave me a good workout.
i realized that i get hurt a lot but i never know how.i have a cut on my arm and thumb but i don’t know how i got it. then i found two bruises, one on each arm, and i don’t know where they are from. and yesterday i found a laceration on my middle finger. i think i know where i got it from but i don’t know how i got it. iIt’s pretty weird.
there have been a lot of things that have happened in the two weeks that i have been at la sierra. none of them really pertain to be directly but the people around me seem to be having some type of drama of their own.
i finally found out what people’s names are! it’s awesome. now when they say hi to me i don’t have to respond “hey, there!” i feel bad when i do that. but today there was this girl in my class i did not realize she was in my class even though i talked to her and she started talking to me.i was like “what the..” and the i figured it out. i felt so bad. but she understood. i used to be really good at this but now I SUCK! eh..
i need to study for a&p. my a&p lab does something to jesus that makes him.. i don’t know. it’s just strange.

i just came back from running around the track. it felt so good to get some exercise. it's the beginning of week two. actually the first day has ended. but it has been a good start. briggitte and i went to sierra towers for the worship there. very good! it really was. sierra towers is a fun place. i should go to the guys dorm more often. there are some funny stuff there.. heehee. i really need to write the rough draft of my paper. aah, no sleep for me tonight. but i will take a nap during my five hour break tomorrow. acutally it's only four hours tomorrow since we have assembly. boo!!

someone called me "homegirl." WTF!?! i think that is funny. well i am at the library at the moment "studying." i acutally never intended to come here to study. i was planning on downloading stuff but i can't so now i am just here doing nothing. and i can't do math because briggitte has the book. in about thirty minutes i can start to do homework because by then she will be done with class and will give me the book.

i found out today that a rough draft for my essay is due tomorrow. i am not really that worried about it because it is a rough draft but that means that i have to spend a majority of the night working on it. but before i do that i must go to target, vons, and radio shack with briggitte. waah!

my five hour gap is getting easier and easier to fill. now it seems like i do not have enough of a break. and when i start working it will be even less. oh well. i get money. i should go tonight. we'll see. ok i'm done.. 15 more minutes!

i really like having a walk-in closest. why? because i can change and have privacy without having to go to the restroom. haha! it's so awesome. =D
i went download crazy this weekend.
"if this was high school or just homecoming we'll dance all night."

i have been really tired this weekend. it's hard to stay awake.
people have been getting mad at me for not IMing them. it's not that i don't like you (though in some instances that may be true) it's just that i don't IM people. i occassionally do but that is pretty rare. so if you need to talk then IM me because i ain't the one that's gonna do it. and if i need to talk to you then i will. so there. peace.