i have a squishy butt and kinky hair.. stupid.
briggitte transformed me from a calm hippie to a seductive librarian. =P

happy singles awareness day! valentines day this year was not too bad. i wore my i heart stewie shirt! =D i only had two classes today which makes me very happy. after lunch i went tanning with briggitte next to the pool. that felt pretty good. i bummed out in the room watching "family guy" and "wedding crashers" while painting. heidi dragged me along to the basketball game but i am very glad that she did. whee! giselle and briggitte came a little later. chedda came to pick us up. ronson and matt were at michelle's house cooking dinner. christina, taylor, and sarah came a little later. it was a delicious dinner. the dessert was soo good! =P the ambience kind of got ruined when we decided to watch "red eye" for our entertainment. but after the movie, chedda got thet guitar and started singing jack johnson songs and "you and me" by lifehouse. that was nice. i already loved the song "belle" but chedda got me to love it even more. he was practicing his guitar skills because he needed to impress this one girl. she seems really nice. we all sat around the fire place and hung out for a little while. amy picked us up. i don't mean to sound racist, but i spent a lot of time with white people today. i was actually a minority. pretty funny. vday grossed me out the most when i walked back to my dorm and saw four couples making out. i am still kind of anti-vday so..

tonight i watched "a walk to remember." it was never a "wow" movie for me. i liked it but it did not melt my heart whenever i thought about it. but tonight that all changed. it is such a good movie, but it makes me so sad. aah, movie nights are fun!

oof! all of the post cards on postsecret are about love and valentines day. stupid valentines day!!

my fortune says: you are guided by silent love and friendship around you.
whee!

adrian torres, you crack me up!! good times. =P

tonight i went to sga for the gaa vs. sga game. we came late and only saw the guy's varsity game. for most of the game we were down by at least nine points. but we won in the end! wOOt! we won all three games. go sga! there were so many glendalians there! we came back to the dorm and got socks for bowling. bowling was from 10 to 12:30 but we did not stay the whole time. it was an interesting day..

a friend of mine sent me an online test. i found this portion of the test particularly interesting.

think of someone you care about and reminds you of each color.
yellow - jenelyn
orange - kristina
red - khaing
white - bryan
green - megan

after you put down the names, they tell you what the colors mean.
yellow - someone you will never forget
orange - someone you consider a true friend
red - someone you really love
white - your twin soul
green - someone you will remember for the rest of your life

we were watching "moulin rouge" and i picked out my favorite part in the whole movie. actually, i have two. the first one is when they are in the elephant and "your song" comes on. the second one is in the end when they sing "come what may" and they reunite or whatever. aww, i love that movie.

it's over 80 degrees in february. southern california is so weird.

last night giselle and i stayed up talking, like roomies do, and we found out that we are cousins! i have a roomie is my cousin. that is very strange and cool at the same time. wOOt! =P

connie and i went on an outing to the mall and we found the strangest things happening. connie is usually the one that buys things and i just kind of stand there and look at the clothes knowing i won't buy them. connie would ask me if a certain item was worth it or if it was cute or whatever. i usually gave the financial advice on our runs to the mall but today it was different. connie told me not to buy a particular item because it was "not worth it." what! financial advice from connie?!?! what is the world coming to? connie was being really thrifty. she usually has no problem spending $30 for an item but today she would not even spend $10. i had no problem spending money because i got birthday money. connie and i shop together so much that we rub off on each other.. maybe a little too much. haha!

- dedicated to connie luu.. what's wrong with us?

do you feel pain? because i sure do. =/

smurfs talking..
smurf 1: hey, did you have a good time last night?
smurf 2: smurftacular!
smurf 1: yeah, i saw you leave with smurfet.
smurf 2: yeah, as soon as we got out of the bar, she started smurfing me.
smurf 1: shut the smurf up!
smurf 2: yeah!
smurf 1: right in the smurfing parking lot?
smurf 2: smurf yeah!
smurf 1: oh that is freaking smurf!
^just gotta love family guy..

i got a note at the front desk that said "i'm watching you" and it had no name on it. hmm, i wonder who it is from.

and so begins my last year of teendom..

thank you everyone who wished me a happy birthday on the phone, myspace, facebook, text messages, and in person! =D

guys, pay very very VERY close attention to this entry. it may very well save your butt when you get into a relationship.

taken from khaing's myspace blog:

50 ThiNgS GiRLs WiSH GuYs KnEw
1. Dont tell us when you think other girls are hot.
2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
3. If you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
5. There is no such thing as too much spooning.
6. We think about you all the time.
7. This is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.
8. Which also means that if we dont call, take the hint.
9. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
10. Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press.
11. Always introduce us to your girl friends as your girlfriend!
12. Foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.
13. We're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
14. Eye contact is key.
15. Dont take longer to get ready than we do.
16. Laugh at our jokes.
17. Three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
18. Girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalkers.
19. Never, ever, ask us if we are PMSing!!!
20. Do not start with us. you will not win.
21. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? we didnt think so.
22. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.
23. We will never have enough clothes or shoes.
24. Not all girls eat like birds, some of us eat like you!
25. Open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
26. We love surprises!
27. We liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
28. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
29. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes . . . NEVER whitey-tighties!
30. Clean your room before we come over.
31. Always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
32. We are always thinking about you.
33. Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
34. If you do not go all the way with us, dont tell your friends you did. If you DO go all the way, dont tell your friends you did!
35. Be aware of all male relatives... they will kick your butt at the drop of a hat, some will do it without the hat!
36. Sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
37. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion.
38. Some girls are fine with paying half on the first date, but after that youre on your own!
39. Sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isnt right.
40. Dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
41. It takes a special kind of stupid guy to forget birthdays.
42. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a girl.
43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too, so dont make fun of them.
44. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
45. The excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable . . . we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying.
46. Just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring doesnt mean shes not waiting by the phone.
47. A girl doesnt want to hear shes hot, what she wants to hear is that shes beautiful.
48. Dont say you love me if you dont mean it, we might do something stupid, like believe it.
49. Dont lie to us . . . we will catch you.
50. When the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you.

last night i got in bed and felt crappy. then the girls came back from ice skating. i can't ice skate so i didn't go. all of them felt crappy too! briggitte, giselle, heidi, and i all had issues and felt like crap. it's so weird. we seem to do everything together: travel as a pack, get our periods at the same time, feel crappy about similar things at the same time. giselle suggested that we pull an all nighter and watch "donnie darko." we didn't stay up all night but we did watch the movie. it's trippy! we fell asleep around 4:30ish. my roomies are the best! i love those girls! i'm really happy with my current living arrangement. it's so much fun and strangly i get more homework done faster ever since they moved in. there is so much laughter, farting, venting, and stupidity in our "home." i'm glad those girls are my friend. aww, friends forever! =D

it's 12 am and i'm feeling kind of emo. i am not quite sure why. i had a pretty good day, i went out with friends, we had long talks, but still this emo feeling. i haven't felt this way in a long time so i'm not sure what to do.
random thought: the age 19 is the most pointless year. it is the last year of your teenage life, but it's still pointless, at least to me. in 24 hours i start me pointless year. whomp.
i don't know what to write. i thought this would somehow help but i just feel frustrated.

giselle: jen, this is going to sound weird but i like your boobs.
me: what!?!
giselle: i like that they are so big. i have never had a friend with boobs as big as your's.

then she leaves me a comment on myspace:


stewie likes your boobies too... :D