clarity isn't always a good thing.

about me from A-Z..

A - Available?
yep yep

B - BEST FRIEND
i love them ALL! =D

C - CRUSH:
eh..

D-Dads Name:
bernard

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
several people.. you might know who you are.. haha!

F - FAVORITE BAND?
THE SPILL CANVAS!! Yeah, baby!

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS:
worms.. the sour ones

H - HOMETOWN:
los angeles


I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU?
I love cali!

K - KIDS:
yes, if/when I get married

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
Canada.. 21 hours

M - MILK :
sometimes

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
0

O - ONE WISH:
to have all my wishes granted =D

P-PHOBIAS:
dunno

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE:
consistently inconsistent

R-Reason to smile
you *wink*

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD
paper heart by the all-american rejects

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
8:30 am

U-Unknown facts about me.
why make it known? It should remain a mystery..

V - VEGETABLE YOU LOVE:
spinach and artichoke

W - WORST Habit:
not studying

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
chest

Y - YUMMY FOOD:
non-café food

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
aquarius

a nice hot shower after working out is =D.

there have been a bunch of songs stuck in my head for the past couple of days so i am going to put it on my blog in hopes that it will get out of my head..

Please just don't play with me my paper heart will bleed. this wait for destiny won't do. be with me, please, i beseech you.

this could be, this could be the last time. it's a chance to fix mistakes,one more for the last time.

time will take us apart that's true but i will always be there for you. you're in my heart and you'll be in my dreams no matter how many miles between. i promise you that i won't forget the day we kissed or the day we met. the sky may fall and the stars my too but i will still love you.

i have been holding my breath for too many nights in a row, and somewhere on coastlines unknown to me you paint your dreams, with reds and blues and greens. you're painting daffodils by the sea, without me.

you're chasin the ghost of a good thing, haunting yourself as the real thing. it's getting away from you again while you're chasin ghosts.

i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.

our love surpassed. our love so fast. our love's all wrong. our love goes on and on. our love became our love by name when I wrote it to you in a song. our love goes on and on. our love our love.

whee! i'm done. =D

confizzled. =/

good day. i went back to the dorm. i had so much homework this weekend but i did not get any of it done. i spent an hour at the dorm and i got more than half of it done. haha! briggitte, heidi, jon jon, and i went to castle park. mini golf and arcades are fun! when we got back i went back to the dorm and bummed out. i watched pulp fiction, again, and family guy. wOOts!

friday night was interesting to say the least. rachel and her roomies had a little party. drunk people make me laugh! that's why it is good to be sober. you can see all the other people getting drunk off their asses and you can just sit there and be entertained. good times.

tonight i went to the clippers vs. sonics game. my aunt gets free tickets from work. the seats were courtside. nice. we got free tickets and free parking. the only thing that was not free was the food, but my aunt paid for that so everything was free for me. she gave my cousin and i the left over change from the food money. getting $40 to watch a basketball game and eat is not bad. not bad at all. =D

hOtNsExYpAnDa: I LOVE YOUR BUDDY ICON!
GoPhErKixBtT3000: what buddy icon?
hOtNsExYpAnDa: wait
hOtNsExYpAnDa: thats mine
hOtNsExYpAnDa: hahahaah

today has been the strangest day of my college life. enough said.

i am so tired. i haven't been getting much rest the past couple of nights. i just got back from watching a movie in jed and ronan's room. i could barely stay awake. i only had two classes today but it still seemed really stressful.

the weirdest thing happened today. connie, mamiko, and i were standing outside of the bookstore. connie sees a guy and says that he looks so much like jessie park. i see him and he does look like jessie. i guess he heard me and turned in our direction. sure enough, it was jessie. it was so weird! he was visiting jesus, andrew han, and some other people. weird times.

now i must draw.

excellent day! =D in my drawing class i had to draw my hand. it started cramping up after a while. briggitte, heidi, jazmin, and i went to victoria gardens. giselle was supposed to come but she lagged it. the whole trip was one big laughing fest.

jazmin pointing to the apple logo..
see, i was so hungry that i took a bite of that apple!

there was not much that happened but it was just a fun day. jazmin was using my computer and jon jon IMed me by saying "hi jen jen." jazmin said we were like pokemon.. jon jon, jen jen. so she responded and told him it was jaz jaz. hahaha! good times at the dorm.

i love my friends! thanks for all the laughs and most importantly.. PRESENTS!! heehee

back to school. i got back to my dorm yesterday and i did not want to be there. i still don't want to be at school but there really is nothing i can do about it. a lot of people are not coming back this quarter. i was hanging out with la, jason, russy, and some of the loma linda girls, and it took me a while to realize that they were not coming back this quarter. boo! monday nights are not going to be as fun anymore. next quarter more people are leaving too. this makes me want to hurry up and leave so i can go to loma linda.

my first day of winter quarter has been good. i got out of my classes at least thirty minutes earlier than i was supposed to. professors are lazy today. i LOVE my a&p 2 class! dr. grismer wears flip flops, cargo shorts, and a t-shirt to class. in his syllabus he wrote "cheating is optional unless i catch you." it's good to know i have options. =D this class is so much better than my a&p 1 class. i am actually going to enjoy physiology.

it's time to see what the rest of the day has in store for me..

clippers vs lakers = LAKERS!!

105 unique questions.

About you

Middle name:
grace

School:
la sierra university

Birthday:
February 4

Astrological sign:
aquarius

Chinese sign:
rabbit

Do you even believe in astrology?:
no

Are your parents still together?:
yep

Are you the youngest or oldest?:
only child.. so both haha

What size shoe do you wear in guys sizes?:
5 1/2

What size ring do you wear?:
7.5 ish

Appearence

Hair color:
black

Eye color:
dark brown

Height:
5

Do you wear colored contacts?:
nope

Interests

What's your favorite sport?:
B ball

Favorite sports team?:
the lakers are letting me down =/

Do you play any instruments?
yes

If yes, what do you play?
the piano

Are you in band?:
no

Play any sports?:
just for fun

Favorite actor:
I have no idea

Favorite comedian:
not sure

Favorite band:
too many.. but the ones I listen to the most are jack’s mannequin, mae, and this day and age

Random

What city were you born in?:
manila

Country?:
philippines

Suburbs?:
nope

Ever been to Niagra falls?:
twice

Ever been to Africa?:
no.. but I will in like 2 years =D

What's your favorite drink?:
water

Do you like to shop?:
of course!

Like video games?:
yes

Cards?:
yes

Asparagus?
sometimes

Seinfeld?:
eh

The OC?:
yep yep

Ever been to New York?:
no

How long have you had AIM for?
I dunno

Xanga?:
NO!!

Do you like broccoli?:
sometimes

Are you a Harry Potter fan?:
err

Lord of the Rings?:
eh

Star Wars?:
eh

Do you like Superman or Batman?:
batman

Are you a procrastinator?:
heck yeah!

Do you smoke?
no

Are you a slut?:
no! wtf

Do you think Paris Hilton is hot?:
no

What nationality are you?:
Filipino and I just found out I have a little Indian in me.. GO CURRY!

Are you sure?:
yes

Ever see someone die?:
no

Been to a funeral?:
yes

Ever been a part of a wedding?:
yes

Been to band camp?:
no

Is it anything like they say in American Pie?:
i wouldnt know . never been!

Do you have a job?:
no

Do you like dairy?:
sure

Meat?:
yees

Fruit?:
fruit = yummy

Vegetables?:
yes

Ever been to Sweden?:
no

Do you always wear a watch?:
nope

Favorite flavor of ice cream:
that’s a hard one.. not sure

How do you like your coffee?:
perfect =D

Do you get good grades?:
so far I have

Do you want to get married?:
yes but if I don’t that’s fine

Have kids?:
2

What do you want to be?
nurse.. 8 more quarters

What's your favorite color?
TURQUOISE!

Ever been in a cult?
NO!

Are you Jewish?:
no

Do you wear converse?:
my chucks are my babies

Shop at AE:
yes

A & F:
yes

Hollister?:
yes

How long do you spend putting on make up?:
I don’t usually wear makeup but when I do.. 5 minutes

Ever wanted to be an astronaut?
when I was 5

Do you like the movie Harold and Kumar go to White Castle?
i havent seen it

How about The Village?:
it was ok

What's the last movie you saw in theatres?:
king kong

What's your favorite genre of movies:
I dunno

Do you wear a lot of jewelry?
no

What's your favorite holiday?:
Christmas

Ever meet a celebrity?:
yep

Ever been to a country concert?:
no

What about a classical concert?:
no

A rock concert?:
yes

Do you like to mosh?:
ehh

Are you in a band?:
no

Ever seen your favorite musician live?:
YES!! Let’s go AGAIN!! =D

Do you drive?:
yes

Do you live in one of those huge neighborhoods with a million plastic houses:
what?

Do you like playing in the snow?:
yeah.. LET’S GO SNOWBOARDING!!

The rain?:
it’s ok.

Lightning or thunder?
no

Do you watch the news?:
yes

Are you sad this is over?:
no

sometimes i wish i could fly. =P

the phrases "DISNEYLAND!" and "let's do the wave" were the most commonly used words of today. jen and i went to sga to visit. it was good seeing all those people. briggitte, rachel, jed, chris, megan, bryan, jenelyn, and i went to eat. we got back to school and visited ozzie. good times. jen and i finally left for disneyland. we got there around 3. it doesn't matter anyway. it's free so it's not like we are wasting anything. thank you adrian. the winnie the pooh ride is awesome! we watched the second half of the usc vs. texas game at the espn zone. there was a huge crowd that started to gather. that game was crazy! CRAZY! even though usc lost it was still a good game. to take our minds off of the loss we went on matterhorn. that ride has never been more fun than it was today. throughout the entire ride jen and i would scream "DISNEYLAND!" see, this is how we lose our voices. i was already losing it from the day before, that's why my voice sounded to retarded today. today was fun. we kept doing the wave whenever we did something cool or were just standing in line. we are officially the most kiddy and lamest group adrian has ever taken to disneyland with his free pass. YAY!! =D

today was really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really fun! we did not do anything particularly exciting today. i guess we just acted like we were on crack or something. we went to various sports stores so jenelyn could look for some hockey equipment. it made me want to start roller blading again. good times. jenelyn had a doctor appointment so khaing and i had nothing to do. we filled up our time by RECYCLING (HOORAY) and watching this one teen chick flick. jenelyn came back and we went to old town pasadena. tomorrow is the annual rose bowl so they had the FOOD BOWL. the street was closed off and food stores and radio stations set up booths where they could sell food or do whatever. it was so cool but hella expensive. the funnel cake was mmm mmm good! but the really cool part was when we were about to leave. we were just about to cross the street when a float from the 117th annual tournament of roses parade started coming by. then more started coming. i guess they were relocating them or throwing them away. on one of the floats, the mermaid's head was cut off. haha! there were about 10 to 15 floats that passed by. i took pictures and recorded it. haza! on the way back to khaing's house i could not stop laughing. we sang sappy love songs with opera voices. i was really really hyper and i still am!! =D

i am going to go and visit sga tomorrow. wOOts! i think i will be there from 9 until 11 because jenelyn needs to talk to ozzie about physics stuff. then i'm going to DISNEYLAND!! for FREE!! thank you adrian, though i highly doubt you will ever read this. tomorrow shall be an enjoyable day. =D

it feels like those close to me are getting farther and farther away.

oh, poop. next time.

new years eve 2005. it does not feel like the end of the year. seems like just another day. i can't believe 2005 is almost over. there is a lot i could say about this past year. there were a lot of great times and craptastic times. well, good-bye 2005. HELLO 2006! that's weird to say. see ya'll next year. =D

i like "my sassy girl." it has canon in D. wOOts!