i can help giselle deal with her guy issues, help daryl get a date, and help danny sort out his briggitte issues. it's ironic how i can help everyone else with their relationship issues but i can't do anything about mine.

i am officially DONE with summer school. yay! =D

click: who knew by pink <-- good lyrics.. and video

today us roomies are faced with a slight dilemma. heidi is moving into danny's house next year so now we don't have fourth roomie. trying to find someone that is going to lsu next year and someone we can all get along with and not eventually hate is a little difficult.. and frustrating. gaah!

WHY DO THINGS HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?!?!
i just want/need one opportunity to say what's on my mind. ONE!
i wish things were easier but i know they can't be. but now only fate or courage can save me.

this song makes me sad but i like it..

always you by sophie zelmani

If it wasn't the oceans,
wasn't the breezes,
wasn't the white sands,
I might not be needed,

If I could sleep through the coal mines,
If I could breathe through hatred,
If I could, work through the summer,
then I woulnd't feel so humble,

oh you, it's always you,
it's always you.

If red roses weren't so lovely,
Wine didn't taste so good,
Stars weren't so romantic,
Then I could do what I should

Oh you, it's always you
It's always you.
Oh you, it's always you
It's always you

If you love, I could command it,
Get your head, to understand it,
I'd go twice, around the world,
Even though, I may not find it.

Oh you, it's always you,
It's always you.

oh how i love summer. preferred attire: wife beater or tank top with a skirt or shorts with flip flops. (wear jeans as little as possible.) it's so friggin hot!!

mom: i don't see you anymore.
me: eh, it's ok.
mom: yeah, i know.
(oh, how my mother cares for me.)

i finally watched "pirates 2" yesterday. it kept my attention for the first 2 hours but the last 30 minutes kind of dragged on. i randomly saw apple in front of panda express next to the theater.
i only have 2 days left of summer school. hooray! and after that i have two more months left of summer. it seems like a long time but i know it will go by really fast.

yesterday i went to the beach. at first khaing and i were the only girls but eventually steph and briggitte came. we ate at olive garden after. i am pretty sure we were the loudest people there. it was the longest dinner ever, but it was also very funny. aah, the beach.

kristina had a weird dream involving me and this is what she told me:
"so i had this crazy dream last night that you and i went on a shoplifting spree. we stole SO much stuff!! because we saw these two girls do it in front of us so we decided to do it also. we went through half of victoria gardens. the good half. and then, we almost got caught while we were in auntie anne's. so we started running and i tied the clothes around my ankle. then the cop came and he walked past us. it was such a trip."

i seem to be passing along the weird dream syndrome. everyone is having weird dreams.. and they involve me! i'm quite content. =D

i have this overwhelming urge to watch "beauty and the beast."

my friend got a fortune cookie that read "love is the key to mend a broken heart." but is it really? if you haven't resolved your feelings for the other person, is it really a good idea to get involved with someone else and put your heart into it? i am not fully convinced that you can truly love someone else without getting over the other person. if you don't deal with it, it's not just going to magically disappear. but then again, maybe it's some people's way of dealing.

i just got back from watching RENT with briggitte, rachel, and mae at the pantages. it was really good. the guy that played mark reminds me of the lead singer from this day and age. haha

would anyone like to accompany me to the melting pot restaurant and/or to watch "pirates 2" and/or to watch "superman returns"? if you would, please contact me. we will have much fun! haha.

on a different subject.. drama seems to be at an all time high this summer and it's starting to affect me, meaning i am starting to get involved, which i hate. don't get me wrong, i don't mind helping out my friends and being there for them. but once my name gets mentioned, i'm done. sorry.

i change my layout, again, due to complaints (khaing, kristina, and company) that my previous layout was too dark, the font was too small, looked too emo, etc. so here is a more summertime look. better?

i just got back from khaing's house. last night jenelyn, kristina, erin, laura, rachel, blossom, khaing, and i had a little girls night. i'm uber tired but i can't sleep yet because i have to go somewhere in a bit. gaah, i need sleep.

yellowcard's "ocean avenue" album makes me unbelievably sad.

jenelyn had a dream about me and this is what she told me:
"jen let me tell you my dream!!! okay so this is what ended up happening. you remember those things from six flags during Halloween where you enter a maze and people try and scare you? well a bunch of us went but we didn't go to six flags. it was like a magical world and we were going to a maze where people were allowed to grab you and wait.. they weren't people. they were actual creatures. it kind of looked like a huge outside maze, carnival like, with magical creatures inside but it was like super scary. we were all going except you and i were the only girls and kristina didn't want to go. so she stayed behind and marvin and mark we there and right before we were to go in the maze they were telling us (cuz they did it before) that they grab ur eye lids and push you up and down. and we were like wth! then right about when we went in i went to look for kristina and then you guys left without me so you went in and from a far off distance you ran out of the maze with mark, followed by a goliath and you were in armor! gold armor! and you had a sword! and the goliath tried to step on you and knocked you down and then you were like swinging your sword at the giant and was like, "i would swing harder if you didn't push me down" and then the giant felt you were worthy and sorry for you cuz he hurt you that he gave you a magical bone that looked like a giant fish bone and that was the end of the dream. i was so excited to tell.and you were like the hero cuz mark was hiding behind you while the giant attacked."

yay! i'm not the only one who has weird dreams.. and i am a hero! =D

kristina: did you know that friends help us ward off depression, boost our immune system, lower our cholesterol, increase the odds of surviving with coronary disease, and keep stress hormones in check??
me: well then, i am sure to thank my friends for that

so to all my friends, THANK YOU! =D

i got a new layout. i like it. =D

i wish people would be honest with me.

this weekend was fun. on saturday i went to a concert at rachel's church. it was pretty good. there were a lot of people that went. after the concert, khaing, jen, erin, and i went out to eat. good girl times.
on sunday i went to old town pasadena with bryan and megan. yay, support group hang out time! megan and i went shopping while bryan followed us. then we ate at cheesecake factory. avocado egg rolls are really good. after dinner, we wanted to watch pirates but we were too late to get good seats or any seats. we sat around paseo talking about random stuff. finally we decided to go to k-town to get shaved ice at ice kiss. we played jenga and wrote on the little jenga pieces. good times.

i watched a movie called "little manhattan." (thanks bryan, i got it off your hard drive.) it's about a 10 year old who experiences his first love. it has some good quotes.

"love isn't about ridiculous little words. love is about grand gestures. love is about airplanes pulling banners over stadiums, proposals on jumbotrons, giant words in sky writing. love is about going that extra mile even if it hurts, letting it all hang out there. love is about finding courage inside of you that you didn't even know was there."

"as i held on to rosemary telesco for dear life, we both new the truth: she was going off to camp and eventually private school. we were on different roads, she and me. two ships that passed in Sheep Meadow."

"the truth is, there's gonna be other girls out there, i mean, i hope. but i'm never gonna get another first love. that one's always gonna be her."
^that one is really cute but sad. =(

i got this one from danny t's profile then heard it while watching the movie:
"love is an ugly, terrible business practiced by fools. it'll trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. and what does it get you in the end? nothing but a few incredible memories that you can't ever shake."

daryl and i spent three hours in front of my apartment talking to giselle on the phone. i guess if we can't all be together, this is the second best thing. it was like the old times, the three of us being stupid together. i miss our daily adventures. three more months..

there seems to be a lot of people going out of the country this summer.
erin: philippines
vivi: taiwan
nina: africa or guam
amy: guam
andy l: africa or guam
bryan: columbia
megan: argentina and brazil
heidi: korea
cindy: philippines
ryan: canada
kris: peru
jed: europe
me: philippines
rene: philippines

extra long weekends consist of:
-kickbacks at gian's
-sleeping at jen's new apartment
-watching asian movies (fearless is awesome!)
-mimi's cafe
-"the devil wears prada"
-san diego
-the beach
-playing in the park
-marriot hotel
-downtown SD
-sushi deli (crunchy calamari roll)
-extraordinary desserts (la bete noire)
-extra long phone conversations about cars
-the broken yolk cafe
-spending over $50 at the golden hanger
-drama (of course)
-country/rap songs
-acting stupid with your closet friends
-cancelled class
-playing tag in the pool for 2 1/2 hours
-fireworks
-trying to answer the question "why do you love me?"

i love my friends. they made my thursday through wednesday hilarious! =D

my class got cancelled today. yay! that made the last five days complete. ever since thursday things have been fun. and today i also get my korean dramas. so excited!

"it's always better when we're together." i heart my friends. good weekend. =D

my house will look like a war zone from now until august 14. we are packing some boxes for the philippines and all the things we are bringing are scattered around the house. i think the only rooms that aren't messy are the kitchen and one of the bathrooms. i can't walk around the house without having to step over piles of clothes, towels, or whatever else is around here. gaah! so much crap!

i registered to vote. i feel old.

i give up.

i just realized that this summer is going to be busy.. but still very fun. =D

i don't know why but i have a feeling this summer is going to fun! =D

still waiting for giselle to finish cleaning so i thought this was appropriate and would kill time..

70 Questions to Start the Summer

1. Are you in a relationship?
no

2. Are you currently fighting with anyone?
nope

3. Where do you live?
los angeles

4. What is your favorite candy?
reeses!!

5. Favorite thing to do in the summer?
sleep and bum out =D

7. What was your least favorite subject this year?
math.. what a waste of time

8. What was your favorite subject this year?
spanish.. por que why? talky talky

10. Last time you drank alcohol:
hmmm... i don't know

11. Name something that's on your mind.
our dorm room looks so empty!!

12. Something you regret recently.
procrastinating for finals

13. When is your birthday?
feb 4

14. What school do you go to?
la sierra university

15.what kinda phone do you have?
samsung...

16. What are you doing right now?
answer question 16

17. Something embarrassing that happened to you lately?
i don't know but i almost flashed heidi and briggitte going down the bed a little while ago

18. Something recently that made you really happy?
I'M DONE WITH FINALS!!

19. What are your favorite colors?
turquoise

21. Last time you hooked up?
hook ups are bad...

22. Reading anything?
memoirs of a geisha

23. What is your favorite outfit?
i don't know. i'm not that girly to have a "favorite outfit"

24. Favorite drink?
tubig (water)

25. Favorite Alcoholic drink?
haha.. don't have one

26. Where is your second home?
riverside at my dorm

27. Last time you went to the doctor or dentist
january

28. Currently listening to?
giselle's music

29. What do you look like right now?
tired

30. Favorite movie?
prime.. as of now

31. Last movie you watched?
my first romance

32. Do you have braces?
nope

33. Do looks matter?
sometimes

34. Do you like your life?
YEAH!

35. Favorite place to be?
with those i love

36. Favorite place to shop?
anywhere that provides good clothing at a cheap or reasonable price

37. Bad quality about yourself?
i procrastinate A LOT

38. A good one?
i listen to people's problems

39. When was the last time you went shopping?
last thursday

41. have you ever been in a relationship?
yes

42. Have you ever thought you were in love?
yes

43. When was the last time you cried?
tuesday watching "tae guk gi"

44. What did you do last weekend?
went to RAGE and bummed out

45. When was the last time you went out to eat?
last thursday

46. Have you ever called a teacher mom?
no..

47. Favorite summer vacation?
philippines! good times

48. What are your nicknames?
jen, jenny, bert&ernie, ate jenoy

49. How many friends on myspace do you have?
i don't know..

50. How many profile views do you have?
i don't care

51. Last time you went to the mall?
last thursday

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now?
yeah but it's not what you think.. gosh

53. Who was the last person to call you?
osias

54. Do you smoke?
hell no!

55. Who was the last person you text?
osias

56. Who was the last person that you called?
gwen

57. Who was the last person you saw?
heidi

58. What color is your hair?
BLACK/BROWN.

59. Does anyone like you (relationship wise)?
i don't know

60. Do you think you might be getting with someone sometime?
doubt it..

61. Look to your right, what do you see?
a plain white wall

62. Look to your left, what do you see?
giselle dismantling her bed

63. Do you like yourself?
yes

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
mom

65. Favorite feature of the opposite sex?
smile

66. Name the last person you hung out with?
heidi, giselle, and briggitte..

67. Last time you took pictures of yourself?
last thursday

68. Last time you went skinny dipping?
never

69. Are your lips chapped?
now that you mention it, why yes they are

70. Gotta crush on someone?
eh

FINALLY! GISELLE IS DONE! perfect timing too.

i have survived! my first year of college ended at 11:55 am on june 15, 2006. i'm going to miss college. actually, i am going to miss dorm life. i will definitely miss the girls. right now we wre waiting for giselle to pack her things so we can move the beds back. moving out is a pain. packing all of my things was horrible. moving my fridge out is going to be the worst. i get checked out in about 2 hours and that will conclude my first year college experience. it was an amazing year! i regret some of the academic decisions i made but overall i wouldn't change anything. now it's back to cleaning and moving out..

i make awesome roast beef sandwiches, according to giselle and daryl. =D

tonight giselle and i watched a korean movie called "tae guk gi." we cried so much! i hate danny for making us watch it! but i don't regret it. my eyes are still a little puffy from crying. =/

my week's sustenance provider is awesome.. thanks ate! =D

random thought: i love how us roomies sometimes communicate with each other through AIM when we are just ten twenty feet away from each other because we are too lazy to open our mouths and talk. aah, i'm going to miss these girls.

i love acoustic.

finals week is about to begin. i am ready for this year to end, but i'm also sad to see it go. but it's official that the year is ending. i already registered for summer school and for next fall quarter. this summer i'm taking psychology at PCC. next fall i only registered for two of my classes since i still have to decide what classes i want to take. so far i'm taking chemistry and yoga. YOGA! i think it'll so cool! i'm pretty excited. i can get more flexible. wOOts!

today was the most bummy day ever. giselle and i woke up around 1 pm. we spent most of our time listening to sad emo songs and filipino songs. we also watched some stuff on youtube. i was really sad but for some reason i couldn't stop smiling. we ate whatever we could find and bummed out.
i have been getting a lot of sleep the past three to four days. on wednesday night i slept for 10 hours. thursday night i got 8. friday afternoon i took a 2 hour nap and slept 8 hours that night. and tonight i plan to sleep a lot more. yay for sleep!

right now i'm hanging out in my dorm with my roomies. briggitte is ready to bring most of her things home tonight and heidi is packing while we listen to yellowcard. i'm so emo. i'm going to miss college life.

recent occurances in friends lives make me think: i want someone who will fight for me.

this week has been pretty bad for me. sunday and monday nights i only got four hours of sleep and last night i only slept for two hours. i haven't been eating a lot this week. i haven't felt hungry at all but everyone keeps telling me to eat. that cafe food is horrible and i live off of cereal. but last night i got hungry so briggitte called danny. she has that boy on check. he drove from corona at 1 am to pick up briggitte to buy ME food. and he paid for it. aah, good times. my stomach has been hurting too. but my week is pretty much over because i have no classes tomorrow and friday i just have to listen to presentations for english. today was not a good day for us roomies. we all had problems. giselle's laptop crashed, i had my microbiology issues, briggitte has 5 papers due, and heidi has her research paper. gaah! 8 more days..

connie randomly said that if i married a korean and we had babies our kids would look chinese. but the cute chinese. umm, ok. haha.

me: i saw a road runner up on the hill.
connie: do road runners really exist?

crisis not averted. gaah! =/

crisis averted. =D

i need someone to listen to me vent. =(

everything is different now, and i don't know what to do. =/

i miss being a kid.

two weeks. there are only two weeks left of school and i could have had a drama free year. but no! people decide that they are going to "joke around", if that's really true, and mess with my life. i can get emotionally drained really easily now since i have not had to deal with drama in such a long time. now i am get paranoid every time my phone rings or i get a text because i am scared of what people will tell me next. i am emotionally drained and i don't think i am up for the task of dealing with all this. i am not sure of what to believe and i'm scared of what might happen in the future. this was supposed to be a good weekend. i hope it still can be salvaged when i go to graduation on sunday. =/

connie is going to be living with us until the end of the year. it's fun! she bought us pizza today. thanks connie!

i finally finished my first journal of college. giselle really wanted to read it. i got her hook. =D we read about all the memories we have had. it's already the end of the year. all of us, including connie, got really sad. i am going to miss these girls this summer. i love them so much!

journals are so much fun to look back on.

i need to stop watching korean dramas, but they're so addicting! now every time i watch something i expect there to be subtitles.
i was looking at heidi's myspace and on her top 8 i am listed as "korean-washed." haha, i love it!

i am blessed to have such amazing friends that love and care about me as much as they do.

this week has been going really well and it's going to get even better. today i got a free thai dinner thanks to my love. haha. then we hung out around the la sierra campus and took the most random pictures ever. the highlight of my week was getting my stewie wrist band, thanks to mr. daryl carreon! i love my friends. it turns out that everyone and their mother is coming this thursday. byron, sheila, ryan austin, joanna, and rachel are coming. it's going to be an awesome day on thursday! more people come visit! =D

i planned for this weekend to be uneventful but sometimes things don't go as planned. i was supposed to sit at home and do nothing but sleep and bum out. instead i went out with jenelyn and watched "the da vinci code." it was a really good movie and actually stuck to the book, even though they left some parts out. it's ok though because they kept all the necessary things in. the book is of course better than the movie. i think that book did a much better part with the ending than hollywood did. surprisingly hollywood did not make the romance portion much more than it was. acutally, they made it less. how strange. now i am at home and plan to go back to bumming out before i have to go back to la sierra and deal with another week of school.

old friends + korean bbq + ice cream + cameras = good times.

ronan: that wardorbe must be worth over $1000.
me: okay antique road show.

megan: jennifer, i missed you.
me: i know.

megan and i taking a video of us dancing..
megan: we should stop that.
me: yeah, before we start making porn or something.

ronan: even though it's not hot, i'm burning.

megan (referring to jed's bed sheets): see, these are acceptable.
me: yeah, if you are a navajo.

jed: so where would i find an expert?
me: i don't know. i've never needed one.

i love when giselle talks in her sleep. it is like a mini show for briggitte and me. we go next to her bed to see what she will do or say next. today's show featured giselle speaking in spanish, english, and tagalog. in one part giselle said briggitte's name so briggitte responded. all of a sudden giselle starts talking in tagalog. man, i love my roomies!

yeah, so the past 36 hours have been pretty horrible. school has been at it's all time high stress level and various things don't make it any better. i'm glad i'm at home right now because that means i will actually have a good nights rest. i must endure.

i'm a little instigator. ;D

this weekend was incredibly fun but having only 8 hours of sleep in a 72 hour time slot is not a good idea. i love my friends! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEIDI!
the past 24 hours has been a complete roller coaster ride. i don't think that someone should have to go through ten different ranges of emotion in that amount of time. now i am so tired because i only got three hours of sleep last night. i am just waiting to get back to the dorm and take a long long nap.

tonight briggitte and i have gone back in time to first half of first quarter. we went to run around the track, we went to a short worship at towers, she plucked her hair, i blogged, and listened to "songs for a new world" and we are the only ones in the room. aww, we both miss those times. =(

me: danny, can you make korean food?
danny: no.
briggite: then what are you good for?

when i went to eat ramen on friday i opened my chopstick wrapper and found only one chopstick inside. does that mean anything like bad like or something? eh, i don't know.
i got back to the dorm today and i felt a little emo but not the normal emo. i felt like listening to filipino songs or songs that were sung by filipino people since most of those songs are all love songs. love songs are never my emo pick but i just felt it today. man, these mood swings are taking me to places.

this week was a horrible week for me but the weekend compensated for it. friday night giselle and daryl came to my house. giselle was so happy to be at my house for some reason. we went to little tokyo and ate some ramen. ramen, yum. we went to this vintage store near there. too bad everything there is way too overpriced for me to ever buy. then tonight i went out with laura and khaing. i went crazy at urban outfitters. i got a lot of cute things though. we ate at cheesecake factory. i am so full but it was worth it.

and thanks to everyone who have tried to make my week more bearable for me. it helped more than you know. =D

i want ths shirt!

yesterday was my emo day but at night it got a lot better. daryl called me and asked if i wanted to go to cerritos to get some shaved ice. giselle, daryl, and i went to this place called guppy's. we ordered shaved ice with condensed milk, strawberries, and mango. it was huge! us three had a hard time finishing it but we conquered that shaved ice! we went to the drive-in and watched the end of "benchwarmers" and all of "ice age 2." giselle and i daryl fell asleep during "ice age" so i felt like a retard laughing by myself. it was a good movie though. those things made my day. =D
but today on the other hand was HORRIBLE! i had lab and it was the longes most terrible lab in the history of labs! i was so hungry because i had not eaten for 20 hours and when i got back to the dork i found out i got my rag. then giselle and i watched a korean movie that made me so mad. worst day ever!

i haven't blogged in a while so i am going to recap on the past couple of days.
4.20 was a very interesting day. i don't need to toke to have fun but i guess some people do. i went to loma linda and hung out with a bunch of filipinos and briggitte. haha. i have not laughed so much in a long time.
friday i went to victoria gardens with the roomies, jay, and osias. in the car we were listening to emo music, rolled down the windows, and yelled. good times. danny's party was that night. koreans are funny when they are drunk or high. we spent the night at andy's house. that experience only further proves that koreans are funny when they are drunk or high.
my plan for saturday was to wake up and do homework. instead i went to LA and didn't get back until late. i watched "silent hill" with daryl, vince, and wayne and we ate at max's. good movie and good food. there was a lot of drama that went on saturday, luckily none of it had to do with me. =D
sunday i went to loma linda and ate at bj's with the filipinos. ryan is so hilarious that it's ridiculous!
and now for today. it was not a very good day. i am glad that today i can register for summer school and i found out i got a 98 on a test i didn't study for. giselle was really emo today which in turn made me a little emo, kind of. giselle and i sat in the room and talked for a long time. aww, roomies/cousins! but today was interesting, to say the least.
i want next month to come already. gaah.

my english class is a curse for me. grr.

I LOVE SUNDAYS!! =D

me: secrets don't make friends.
giselle: secrets don't make boyfriends.
^hahaha

i was talking to bryan and he told me that 70% of college people find the person they are going to marry during their sophomore year, at least for adventists. i said that i hope i am part of the 30% that don't. i told my roomies this conversation. everyone i tell that i am not going to get married disagrees with me and says that i am going to get married for sure. my mom doesn't even believe i won't get married. oof! anyways, i unknowingly have a gravitational pull towards korean guys and because of that everyone thinks i am going to marry a korean guy. well, giselle was wondering how a korean and filipino baby would look like. she started building it up in her head and came to the conclusion that they would be really cute. so she tells me to do it, have a korean filipino baby. yes, let me just go find some korean guy to mate with and have a child with. like it's that easy! i just started laughing and saying sarcastic comments. i can't believe that marriage has become a serious part of the vocabulary for people my age. that's a scary thought.

THE CURSE HAS BEEN LIFTED! I'M CURED! HOORAY! =D

i have experienced ALL of my classes now. i hate this quarter.

microbiology MTRF 9-10: it's an ok class, i just have to study the material daily.
history/philosophy MTRF 10-11: i hate this mother f***ing class!! i hate it so much that it made me cuss. s***!
english MWF 11-12: easiest class and certain people (heehee) make the class, and my life, more interesting.
spanish TR 3-5: easy class but the teacher freaks me out. he is overly nice. creepy.
microbiology lab W 12-3: it's a long lab period and the teacher is very picky on how she wants things to be done. i'm scared of screwing up but it will be fun.

I GOT MY SHOES! YAY! =D
and watch "v for vendetta" and "inside man." both amazing movies.

it's the first day of third quarter and i have already broken all the rules i set for myself for this last quarter, or at least most of them. i said i was not going to go out at night, but i did. i was not going to stay out past 1 am, which is curfew, but i did. i was not going to get a memo anytime soon, i did not since i managed to sneak in after 1 am. i was not going to procrastinate on any of my homework, but i am even though it is due friday. i was trying to cut back on chocolate but i ate a butterfingers bar. aah, college life is great.

today i met up with bryan at the mall. we went to eat out at in-n-out after somewhat getting lost. part of the conversation goes as follows:

bryan showing off his mouth full of food..
me: that's hot!
bryan: thank you.
me: wow, i haven't said that in a long time.
bryan: that's because you haven't seen me in a long time.

then we went back to the mall and walked aimlessly in circles. we went to borders and i bought a classical piano music cd. now my roomies and i have something to study to. =D we ran into adam and michelle at the coffee shop and jessica came along after a while. now i have to go to khaing's house so we can go to mike's house. peace.

i was watching the "scrubs" episode where carla finds out she is pregnant. i find it strange that carla celebrates her newly found pregnancy at a bar. hmm.

it's been a year since i got my ear pierced. wow.

and this reminds me of me (but i think only my roomies will get it):

i think this is cute:

i finished my second quarter of college on wednesday, march 22, 2006 at 11:28 am. whee!

i met jeri lee. cool beans.

less than three weeks worth of trash trash trash..

friday night was interesting, to say the least. i went to the a party at danny's house. it was the last party of the quarter and i knew a lot of people were going to be there so i did not want to miss out on seeing my fellow LSUers getting drunk off their asses. the house was crazy. you could not even dance because you couldn't move. so many people were there. i thought danny was the only owner that was going to be there but lilly, cindy, and wayne were there. at least danny wasn't manning the house all by himself. when we said hi to danny, he was already drunk. i must say that i like drunk danny a lot better than sober danny. he is nicer and less of a cocky jerk. a few minutes after i got there i saw four guys carrying a passed out asian chick outside so they could take her to the hospital. i unknowingly placed my sweater in the weed room so by the time i went to go get it my sweater smelled like weed. people were falling on the floor and beer was getting spilled all over the carpet. the party was getting a little too crazy so cindy and lilly tried kicking some people out. we went outside for a little bit when cindy comes out yelling at this girl, anita, that would not leave and was being a bitch. anita hit cindy and ran away. cindy got really pissed off so she went after her. anita got cindy in the face really good. briggitte and giselle were trying to pull off cindy. andy and saj eventually got them off each other. that chick fight was crazy! danny came out and told us to leave because cops were coming and we are minors. while walking to the car we saw three other fights. an asian guy got knocked out by a big white guy. you could hear the punch from where we were standing. after that we speed out of there. we went to ken's house to chill. someone told us that ten other fights broke out after we left. wow, what a way to end the quarter. and no matter what anyone says, it pays to be 100% sober. you don't miss a thing! =D

giselle went into my closet to talk to jay since it is quiet in there. i guess she found one of my bras so she ran into the other room where the rest of us were and she was wearing my bra as a hat. gee, thanks. and now my closet is tainted with flirting and lovey dovey talk. GROSS!

i miss my friends.

i got the two most interesting comments today from kristina:
-jenni! i was pooping today and i thought about you! (aww, how sweet.)
-jenni! i had a dream that i went to the zoo to feed the pandas but it pooped on its paw and threw it at my face instead. it was awesome! (aah, my poop powers are stronger than i thought. it reaches people's dreams as well. wOOt!)

we have way too much fun in our dorm. briggitte is correct, "guys would love to be in our room." good times and sorry. haha!

i wish someone would tell me the truth.

RIP ANDREW LANCE LUNA. you were an amazing pianist, nice guy, and had an interesting personality. thanks for the extra piano competition and for giving me someone to look up to during rectials. you will be miss and God be with your family. =/

i heart honey bunches of oats and BRIGGITTE! thank you roomie. =D

=(

"what's up thug. that's all for now. keep it real, homes." thank you dennis. kristina, your boyfriend is special. that is like the fifth note. they are pretty funny though.

i did not plan to go out today but things seemed to be looking up for me. kristina came over. we talked a little and ate. then she went to go get her hair cut. it's very short but very cute. we shopped at forever 21. we got hungry again so we went to pho 79. i heart pho. i have been craving it for a long time so i finally got some. we walked around a alhambra. there is a store called nucleus. they had a tote with angry little girls on it. it had the asian girl burning a boy and it said "love is friendsip set on fire." I WANT IT! khaing told us about a really good dessert place near there. the service was great. the lady was so nice and they boxed the dessert so nicely. not to mention that the dessert was amazing. we went to starbucks to eat our dessert and get a drink. i saw an old elementary friend there. kris and i hung out for a while. it's fun hanging out with friends you haven't hung out with in a long time. good times. =D

i want this bag real bad!! IT'S REVERSABLE! =O

you know that ugly feeling you get at the pit of your stomach? yeah, i got that.
the more i think about it, the angrier and sadder i get. whomp. =/

anything to avoid homework..

WHAT WERE YOU DOING-
1 MINUTE AGO: talking to people online
1 HOUR AGO: taking a shower
1 day AGO: watching a movie
1 YEAR AGO: probably crapping

I LOVE: pandas
I HATE: panda killers
I FEAR: not getting into llu
I HIDE: my money
I DRIVE: a camry, at least when i can
I NEED: oxygen
I KNOW: more things than you do
I THINK: i am on crack

FIRSTS & LASTS..
First piercing: left cartilage
First credit card: VISA last year
First enemy: justin m in kinder
First instrument: piano
Last big car ride: what is a big car ride? wednesday?
Last movie seen: donnie darko
Last food consumed: pesto tortellini
Last CD played: sunsets and car crashes by SPILL CANVAS =D
Last drink drank: water
Last alchol drank: so long ago.. vodka?

SHORT ANSWER..

I AM: a girl
I WANT: sleep
I HAVE: feet
I WISH: i could fly
I WONDER: why i am not sleeping
I DANCE: to everything
I SING: beautifully
I CRY: when someone pokes me in the eye
I AM NOT ALWAYS: in my right mind
I WONT: do drugs


FAVORITES--

NUMBER: 5
COLOR: turquoise
DAY(S): wednesdays, i think
MONTH: december and february
SEASON: autumn and spring
DRINK: water

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? nope
A LOT? i didn't cry
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
GOTTEN SICK? a little
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?? no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: yes, but it is called a journal. J-O-U-R-N-A-L
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes.. good times
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
KISSED SOMEONE?: if i did, i don't remember

yesterday we went to claire's because giselle wanted to go earring shopping. i looked at their nail polish selection and they had some weird colors. i wanted to try the green one on because it was so GREEN. then i saw the turquoise one and of course i wanted to try that one on. since i already had two weird colors on, i decided to paint the rest of my hand with different colors. people's reactions to my nails are priceless. everyone agrees that they look like candy. yum. i think i am going to start doing this everytime i go to claire's. =D
on a weirder and sicker note, i farted in one room and heidi heard it in the other room and all the doors were closed. i'm proud of myself.

it's so ironic how things end up. i guess you never know what will happen until it actually does.

MY LIFE BIOGRAPHY

Chapter 1: You

Intials: JGFM
Middle name: grace or febre.. not really sure
Sex: female
Date of birth: feb 4
Current location: riverside
Height: 5 feet
Hair length: middle of my back
hair color: black
Piercings: one.. left cartilage
tattoos: nope

Chapter 2: The Background

Do you live with your parents? not all the time. i'm a dormer at angwin
Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time
Do you have any siblings?: no
What pets do you have?: no, unless you count my invisible pet panda. haha


Chapter 3: Favorites

City: los angeles is all i can think of right now
Ice cream flavor: cookies n creme
Season: autumn
Clothing brand: hmm.. hollister, ae, forever21, anf (sometimes), aero, lux, urban outfitter brand, wet seal stuff
Shampoo/conditioner: panteen
Old nickelodeon show: rugrats
Color: TURQUOISE! wOOts!
Cheesy pick-up line: can i be your big bird to your bert&ernie.. nice giselle
Flower: sampaguita.. only the ones who REALLY know me know that. =D

Chapter 4: Do you...
Sing in the shower?: yes
Write memos on your hand?: oh yeah
Call people back?: yes
Have your driver's license?: yep
Believe in love?: sure do
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?: if you are laying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, i sleep on the left
Think you're attractive?: oh hex yeah! =P
Wear glasses or contacts?: glasses
Have any weird pet peeves?: clumpy eyelashes with mascara

Chapter 5: Have You Ever ...

Worn braces? no
Broken a bone?: no
Had stitches?: no
Punched someone in the face?: accidentally
Skipped school?: yes
Taken painkillers?: tylenol
Gone SCUBA diving?: no
Been stung by a jellyfish?: nope
Been stung by a bee?: no
Thrown up in a restaurant?: no
Written a letter to Santa Claus?: yep
Sworn in front of your parents?: yeah
Had detention?: yeah
Been sent to the principal's office?: yes..twice
Been called a bitch?: yeah
Been called a Hoe?: in the nicest way possible
Played ding dong ditch?: no

Chapter 6: Random

If you could take back one thing, what would it be?: no comment
Do you prefer blonde hair or brown hair?: brown
If you were on death row, what would your final request be?: to fly away and become invisible =D

heidi (while writing her paper on abortion): abortion is illegal, right?

i am so sad. it's raining and i am drinking tea and listening to daphne loves derby. i'm in a rut. =(
everyone seems to be sad, or most of the people i talk to. our dorm room is depressing. giselle and i are sad for an unknown reason, briggitte is sick, and heidi is.. i don't really know about heidi. i feel looooooooow.